Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Have this three quotes:
"The torture of being the unseen object""A little neglect may breed great mischief.""Indifference and neglect often do more damage than outright dislike."
For two days I felt neglected. I felt sad and downhearted but I know that I don't have the right to feel this because he has a work that needs focus and that I should not question him for not giving me at least a single message. I try to disregard what I feel but everytime I remember that I haven't received a message from him yet I really felt bad. Yerterday I texted him that I am already home., it is s.o.p to us to text if were already home to know that we went home safely. Early this morning I checked my phone and haven't found a text from him that his already home. I am worried and think what would probably be the reason why he didn't leave any message. As I've reached office I recieved a text from him saying goodmorning etc., etc. , it is are routine to start the day. I replied the same way and ask him why he didn't text me, I have waited for a reply. I logged-in to ym and I saw him online. I ask him the same question, he said that his already tired. I wanted to say that I am also tired but still I wanted him to know that I am safe. I don't want to start an argument so I just think that maybe he is really tired. I leave a message hoping that somehow he would reply but his busy. He said that his working like hell this past few days. I know that I don't have to feel this way and I hate myself because I really felt sad and wanted to cry. I don't know if it is right to feel this thing or I am just over reacting, all I know is that somehow I am sad.
*Red Butterfly Dreaming_
1:24 AM
Monday, February 25, 2008
Wow pambihira isipin mo matatapos na ang February wala pa akong update entry. Since this month is called love month let's talk about love. Love has plenty of meanings and types so what I'll gonna be stating here ( some that i'll gonna be posting) is my POV about LOVE.
What is Love?
I remember some definition of love:
-- Love is like a rosary its full of misery. ^^ slumbook itetch ^^
-- Love is blind. ^^tapos amgtatalo kasi sasabihin Love is not blind, only lovers cannot see^^
-- Love is like your holding a bird into your hand. If you hold too tight it will die, it you hold it lightly it will fly. You have to hold it not to tight and yet not to light so that it will stay.
-- Love is when cupid struck you by his arrow ^^aha Kasalanan ni Piolo itetch^^
-- Love is when you always kiss each other and when your tired of kissing still you wanted to be together. ^^o diba kamusta naman yun.. kaya dumadami tao sa Pilipins e^^
So many definitions and yet were taking only about love. Love has many meanings and it depends on how we define it.
-- for me love is something so special that everybody wanted to have but only few can find the real one. We always wanted to be love by somebody because it is such a pleasant feeling that you are being loved and someone makes you feel important. Some often neglected that love has already come their way. Some had a ctiteria when it comes to love. The person must be handsome/beautiful, must be intelligent, rich, etc. etc. etc. these criteria only give us limitations and when we find a person that will love is and take care of us we never be contented because some of the criterias that weve already set were missing. We will never be contented if we have this criteri even if true love has come our way. Just feel blessed if you have it, take care of it because we have only one lifetime and it is such a blessing if you'll find your other wing.
When I was a teenager, I have learned that penguins are such loyal lover. When their partner died, they never love again because they only give their heart to their partner. Aww... isn't that sweet? I have wished then ,that if ever I will enter a relationship we may be like penguins. That no matter what obstacles we face in our relationship, that if these obstacles may separate us, we will never be separated by heart as long as we love each other.
As i have watch television last night, one line caught my attention "Ang paruparo maikli lang ang buhay kaya pag nagmahal sila, ibinibigay lahat dahil minsan lang sila magmamahal sa buong buhay nila". Aww... I have thought then we have only one lifetime and if we fall in love we must give our all.
I am happy because I know deep in my heart that I have found my other wing. I feel really blessed because he really take care of me and that he really love me. I am thanking God for giving me such a wonderful blessing =) Love you honey =) Muah muah!!!
*Red Butterfly Dreaming_
8:00 PM
