*KissyLove-Cassandra

Monday, April 28, 2008




I am very much excited to study Visual C# 2005. I have been using Visual Basic 2003 for more than a year now and I think it is time for me to study different language. At this point of my life, I wanted to explore more about programming and different languages. I am now starting to study Visual C# 2005, PHP and a bit of HTML, and uhmm well refreshing my database knowledge. Oooops, too many lessons and yet I have to study them all by myself but I am hoping that I will learn this new things. It is a bit difficult for me because I will study them during my free time but I love what I am doing. I love what I feel right now. This is Bhelle during her high school days. A girl who wanted to be as competitive as possible no matter how hard things might come her way. I am very much happy that I am back to my old self now. I didn’t know what happened to me but I felt the sudden adrenalin rush. I felt the urge to study these new programming languages. I suddenly feel that I wanted to grow as a person. I don’t want to be a bum someday just because what I know today is already obsolete in the future. I wanted to prepare for my future. I don’t know if I have changed, or if I have become more mature but as of now I am planning for my future, just like the old days. I am looking 5 years from now and preparing myself to achieved what I wanted to be 5 years from now. That was Bhelle before but now I am planning my future slowly and preparing myself for it. I wanted my future to be stable as much as possible. I wanted to be competitive on my field. There are things that I wanted to explore ad do and I know that someday, I will be successful on my career. I don’t know what lies ahead of me but if I am preparing right now and starting to make my path clearer there would be a good future ahead of me.

I am thanking my officemates Ate Chique and Kuya Chay *they are masters in programming* for making me think that I have to explore programming, for being my idols, and for answering my queries.

Should I say I also wanted to be like Jared someday? I saw his codes before and I find it wow. Fine, he is better programmer than me and wanted to become like him someday. J* Well he is using java might as well try to study this language with him as my professor hehehe. **Why don’t I let him edit my blog? Hmmm. hehehe*



Sorry for the wrong grammar *at the image*, I have just notice it after I have posted it here.

Footnote:
Thanks to MSDN for the background image.
http://www.microsoft.com/express/images/screenshots/
VCS2005_Image1.gif

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Monday, April 14, 2008



Last Year:
diba ang cute naming dalawa.



This year:

Parang mas cute sila hahaha...

Isa lang masasabi ko cute talaga ang batang ito hahaha.




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Friday, April 11, 2008



What is it?

Delicadeza is a Spanish term that if we’ll translate to English is synonymous to daintiness. Daintiness is defined as an act of being refined in a manner or in a taste. In my point of view regarding delicadeza is that people tend to act in a proper manner. They act according to their will but they know their limitation. I will not be discussing about what is happening in our politics though I knew that some of good sample about this topic is best if I am picturing politics, but I will be stating what is happening in real life where people had shown their delicadeza.

In my kind of work, other company can easily pirate us, or if you wanted to have an added income you can easily accept sidelines. I know someone who has declined a sideline that can give her a huge added income. This friend of mine is already in managerial position in her company. One day she received a call from other company, and offered her to be their consultant. Being a consultant means you need not to reassign to your current company and still you can work with the other company since the time you need to consume on the other company was not an issue. The offer to her is really to good to be true and who would want to resist with this tempting offer. She spends some time to decide. She rejected the offer. The reason? The company who called her is one of her current company’s competitors. The position that is being offered to her is tempting but she cannot afford to work for a company that has same structure with her current company she is working for. How can you work for a company if you know that this company is one of your competitor and how can you work to your current company if you know that behind all of this you are a two-faced person working for another company? She said to me, bhelle you cannot worship two gods at the same time. You have to make a decision and choose. If you are not satisfied to your current job then find another company that will satisfy you but never work for a two company at the same time, much worst is if you know that both company you are working for has same structure.

I know that those who have read this might raise their eyebrows but I don't care. All I can say is that I know she is only human and she can be tempted and it is really a lost not to accept the offer but I admire her for thinking and acting in a manner that she haven’t serve two god that is almost identical. At least there are still some people who have the ability to think not just all about money but with decency. So to those who are serving two identical god, I pity you.

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Tuesday, April 8, 2008



Ooopsss.. sorry its a bit late. :p

Happy 5th Monthsary Hon =)


Well it is really a memorable monthsary for us. Thanks for loving me, taking care of me, for being my adviser, my shoulder to cry on, my bestfriend. I am really thankful that I met you =)



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