Last November 8, Jared and I had our date. It’s not the ordinary date we used to do. It’s special since it is our 1st anniversary. First we watched Quantum of Solace, it’s a bit cold inside the movie house, so Jared gave me his jacket and hug me. Weeee. Sweet *kilig*. After that, we head to Café Ysabel. I am touch how Jared took care of me while heading there. I have ordered Char grilled Prawns *it’s a 3 pieces prawn with pasta at the center. Looks yummy * while Jared had steak *I can’t comment about the stake haven’t tasted it*. Then I had my dessert Peter Pan Pie *ice cream with cotton candy hehehe* and Jared had his cup of coffee. It’s nice to be there at Café Ysabel. Had a great time there and it’s a bit romantic because there’s someone playing piano. As we went home, we haven’t talk that much action speaks louder than words.
I have just thought while writing this entry, it is not how long you have been together. It is the quality of relationship you have.You may be in a relationship for a period of time but what is its worth if the two of you were not made for each other if your not happy with it? What would be years of being together worth if someone or both of you cheats? What would its worth if your not together he/she is looking, pleasing, and wanting somebody else?
Well at least, I know to myself that my Jared is loyal, and that he makes me happy with all his heart. In return, there is no man I would love like this but him.
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Last November 3 my relationship with my boyfriend turn 1 year old. It is really hard being in a relationship. Our relationship had a fair share of trials that made us almost give-up. We have our differences and at times we had conflict. Many have thought that were a perfect couple, that our love were made in heaven. In reality were just like any other couple, we have fights (mostly I got angry to little things), we have differences, and we have our issues we need to talk about. Trials came before we celebrate our first year anniversary. I have cried and pray that we may settle things. It may sound too dramatic but its true. I really love this person. He is such a beautiful person inside and out. Despite my bad traits, he accepted me for who I am and for what I am. He makes me feel beautiful, even at my worst. I am just simply comfortable with him, I can tell everything to him. It may be issues with me, in my work, with my friends, with my blog, with the forums I am member with, and he is there ready to listen and well he is just there to listen, if I have conflict with somebody he just say that he is not in the position to comment. He does not know both sides of the story and he just want me to be careful to every action that I will make. He is such an intelligent person, sometimes I love it and sometimes I don’t. I love it when I ask questions, he can easily think of answers that most of the time satisfies me *and I believe him lolz*. I hate it when we have an argument *well, joke argument, often times when we tease each other* he knows how to argue, and often times I shut up and think of counter attack but I can’t think of any. He had transformed me to become a better person. Not only on judging things but also as me.
One thing that I am proud of him is that he is very honest person. Even if he haven’t texted me and I found out thru his text that he went home late *concluded that he went for a gimmick* I know that he is faithful to me. He is one-woman man and never involve to any cheating issues. There are so many guys out there and most of them were polygamous in nature and here I am, very lucky to find one monogamous guy. He has gained respect and trust from me and in return I have my peace of mind. For I know that I am the only lady he love.
I know that Jared is not perfect; he has his own shortcomings just like a normal person would have. Still, I am thanking the guy up there for giving him to me. If ever were not made for each other, I will still thank him for he has given me a treasure that I have to keep. A man that is rare to be found.
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Why
by: Bhelle
Why do I have to fall for you
When you're not there to catch me
Why do I have to wait for you
When I know you're time isn't mine
Why do I have to long for you
When you're longing for somebody else
Why do I have to feel the pain and cry
When you're not there to wipe my tears
I may be crazy
I may be a fool
All I know is my whole world is you
I know that someday, somehow
It's gonna start all over again
It could be you, It could be another
Just when you have realized
That I was meant for you ..
Labels: Poem
