Thursday, January 15, 2009
♥♥ PS I Love You ♥♥
It’s been quite awhile since I have decided to keep my silence. I have stop thinking with what went wrong or what have I done. It will just drown me to depression. I have concentrated myself on you and it’s difficult for me to accept the fact that things are not working out the way we wanted them to be. I do not know what really your reason is; all I know is that I will understand whatever it is. Maybe its really time that made us apart. Were both busy with our careers, we both have our dreams, and we both want to fly. Who am I to stand your way?
I have nothing to say against you. You’re such a perfect gentleman. You took care of me well, you treat me like a queen, you have loved me the way I have never experience before. Your patience was long enough for my tantrums. Your advices make my sight view clearer. You put out the best in me, made me realize that I can to do things I am afraid of. You made me realize that every relationship is unique and that ours has its own unique way to be cherished. You opened my eyes in what real relationship has and I have learned a lot from it.
I am now fine and have accepted the truth. I do not know what my life would be without you for I have seen my forever with you, but I have to stand strong. Little by little pain will vanished and I know time will come, I will thank that I have face this pain. A bittersweet memory that will mold a new me and that will make me stronger person.
I may not be the girlfriend you wish you have, all I know is that I love you and always will, though that is not enough.
P.S. I love You.
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