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Visit to Palawan

2012-01-27T00:48:00.001+08:00

Approaching Palawan Island

Palawan Island

Honda Bay, Palawan Island

Were on the top of Philippines

Moving Forward

Top View of Palawan :)

Islets

Sailing

Follow the steps

Keep Calm

Of Sea and Clouds

On top of Manila

Overpopulated

Between Love and Failure

2011-12-25T03:12:00.000+08:00

I guess I have to admit, after my first serious boyfriend and I broke up I have never been involve with any serious relationship again. I did try but fail. This time I fell in love for someone. I know that I am ready and that I want it too but I guess my actions tells it otherwise. Its either I am still afraid of commitment after getting hurt or him not ready for a commitment or I guess both of us were not ready to have it and yet were still seeing each other. I have already called it quits but then again when he gave me a message I can't resist not to answer it back. I know that I have to stop now so that I wont get hurt but I am just stupid enough to continue it. Maybe I am really in love with this guy. And yet I know to myself, were not meant to be.

Emo-ish

2011-09-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hobby

2010-10-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

Aberrant Dragonfly

Basyang aftermath

Fallen

Cruisin'

In Your Eyes

Vanity Attack

Found a new hobby. Now, I am looking forward to buy a camera to practice my new hobby plus to improve my skills.

Positivity Strikes

2010-05-17T10:54:00.001+08:00

In the midst of the calmness of the night, planet Venus and moon made a major roar.

At first I thought, was it just my imagination? My friends and I were talking about
sailormoon, and seeing the night sky made me think, "Parang sailormoon lang!" haha!
Staring at the planet Venus passing through the smiling moon is such a positive sight.
Venus is always associated with love. Is it a sign that Philippines will have
more love and harmony in the incoming administration? Whatever it is it gave me
hope. It made me think that just like Venus, I can shine on my own. Shine against my
emotion and negative thoughts that kept me in the dark. It was like a wake-up call.
I have to stand up and stop dreaming. There are some things that I stop doing,
just to cater a little sideline, that took my time and concentration. It is difficult
passing through this stage, I still do not know where will I go or what path I will
take but somehow it gave me a little light to believe. Believe that everything will be fine.
Just like the majestic night sky event that look impossible but is indeed possible to happen.

Got this one from Flicker:
Looks like engagement ring.

Do Not Rush

2010-05-15T14:41:00.000+08:00

Seal thy self with weorthan commitment.
Untie thy soul from mittimus.
Atriums spirit shall be free,
from weorthan soul thy eye shall see.

Still thinking of the right title for this poem.

The Major Sponsors

2010-03-09T10:47:00.000+08:00

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2010-03-09T10:37:00.000+08:00

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Its on Now..

2010-02-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

Feb 20, 2010

Same Boat

2010-01-25T20:29:00.003+08:00

They say that in order for you to understand a person, you must put yourself into their shoe and think what will you do if you experience it. It is easy to say that it should be done like this, like that, this one is wrong, that thing is improper to do, etc., but the truth is, you can only understand once emotion if you have gone through that same feeling. If you have experience what it is it like to be there. No matter how much you try to understand it, if you have not experience it, you are still clueless on how to deal with it. Only those who have experience the same feeling, the same emotion, though different circumstances can understand one another. People love to say, every people has the way of controlling their emotions, I have handle it perfectly, see, even I have been in pain, I CAN still be happy. As you were uttering those words, you should also realize that they are doing their OWN way. You should not dictate on what they should do because you pull it off the way you wanted it to be, so let them shake it off the way they want it to. I used to impose what should be the right thing to do to people who are asking my advice though I am still clueless on how it can be dealt before. After experiencing a life threatening *walang pakialamanan pare entry ko to! *, Mind boggling experience, I have realized that If a person asks me what to do if they currently experiencing it, I just kept quiet and just be there for them, ready to listen but not to comment for a moment. For no words can lessen what they feel but somebody’s presence would change somehow their mood.

For quite sometime, I have read and hear stories with the same emotion as I felt before. I am wondering why I feel sudden bond with these people. Some of them are my close friends; some were acquaintance, and others I have just read somewhere else. Maybe it is because what they feel right now is the feeling that I have dealt before. Honestly, it makes me feel weak and wanted to cry for I can remember how I struggle to get out of that situation. I can sense the pain they have right now, as if I am the one being in them. Different ways to shake the feeling off, unusual decisions being made just to pull off and stop the struggle, just to cut the pain short. I got angry at the same time, because for every pain they feel, there is somebody who caused it. Somebody who has their smile genuinely never thinking that there is someone faking their laugh just to make people see they are strong enough to handle situation. There is this sudden hatred against the person who caused their pain, but then again I have to think. There is always reasons why do shit happen. This shit will make people stronger and wiser.

My point is, do not compare on how you have solved your pain before and on how they are resolving their pain now. Just be there for them and be ready once they cry, listen when they talk, and extend your patience when they got gaga things on them. Those things were just normal if you have been there, as you also have done crazy things before. You cannot prevent what they want to do, but you can be there to make them realize somehow what is good for them that they should be done. It is just a matter of time and the cloud covering their eyes would vanish and make them see things clearly.

Hair UP!

2010-01-20T19:15:00.001+08:00

I have never tried so far to have picture of me, with my hair in ponytail. It is because I am super (not just very) conscious with my ear. It felt like they really look that big and it does not appear well on pictures.

Well now, I tried to do it.
After having this picture, I said to myself, my SMILE would stand out against my EARS! haha!

Haircut!

2010-01-20T14:53:00.001+08:00

After looking at this picture, I have noticed that my face look longer and thinner. Probably because of my hair. I am getting tired of my long *black, straight* hair . I think of having haircut.

Probably like this !

Still having long hair but looks short. I think the inside portion would be long and the outside would be shoulder length.

Any comments?

TUMBLER!

2010-01-12T14:20:00.001+08:00

I have been seeing many quotes there and "NAIINGGIT AKO!"
Dapat dito ko na lang sana gagawin sa blog ko kaya lang naisip ko di kagandahan kung
quotes lang ang ilalagay ko sa blog ko diba?

So here is my tumbler!
Khristbelle Cassandra is Kissylove

Practicing my Photoshop ^_^

SMILE!

2010-01-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

No matter what we are experiencing,

no matter how hard they may seem,

it will always lighten our heart

if we just smile.

Exercise face muscle,

and lessen the wrinkle! =)

Silver Year of my King and Queen!

2010-01-07T16:47:00.001+08:00

Happy 25th Wedding Anniversaryto my Parents!
Well, I am also turning 25 by the end of the year,
high time to take care a baby? ^_^ Just Kidding!

You still have to take care of me!
Love you, guys!
Muah Muah!

Chocolate Needed

2010-01-07T16:38:00.000+08:00

Badly need some chocolates :,C

Need some hugs

Need fresh air to breath !

New Year's Oath

2009-12-28T18:04:00.003+08:00

Whoa! 2010 is almost here.

2009 is not that bad for me (for I have learned a lot, and grew as a person) but I am looking forward to this New Year.

I really do not believe in resolutions cause if you really want to change you will do it not because its New Year, but maybe this year might be exemption. So I am trying to make my own list of resolution.

Resolution List:

♥♥ Explore more of myself.
            I have tried to explore myself when I was young and push myself to limit that I find some satisfaction then suddenly I had stop. Now, after years of being I come to my senses and made promise that I will continue to make myself in progress.

♥♥Coming out of my comfort zone
            People would say at first glance I look tough but when you really get to know me, I had this doubts in me. More doubts and ifs than good decisions I have made. Now, I will try my very best to conquer my fears. To try things that usually I am weak of, things that I thought I could never excel. I may sound a bored young lady but really I want to challenge myself. There are things I know I can do but stop me of doing believing that I cannot do it. I have limit myself. Now, I want to conquer and learn those things. Not only for my own satisfaction but I know it will bring well on me in the long run.

♥♥Read more books.
            Laziness attack! Haha. Now, I would love to buy more books and read them enough of the feminine books, I want to go back to my childhood. Fantasy books uplift my spirit and my imagination.

♥♥Drink more water.
            Seems so easy? But really it seems like I have not drink much liquid lately that makes me a weakling. I have been sick much this year and I do not want to experience it again.

So there hope I make it.

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!

Quiz quiz quiz!

2009-12-23T19:20:00.000+08:00

What Goddess Are You?

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirers
And no wonder: you live life to the fullest!
When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place
But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

QUIZ SOURCE

worlds shortest personality test

You Are Honest

You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.

You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

Piece of Art

2009-12-15T15:34:00.003+08:00

      Due to my headache and logic blocks while I am working, I have tried to let my mind work on other things. It really did not turn out of what design I really think of as I am afraid that somebody might caught me doing something while at work. It is a relief for me though as I finish my sketch, my headache is gone, probably too much spending on computer makes me sick! :'(

     I used to design/sketch different dresses before and there is a sudden urge inside me to draw again. I will try to upload some if time permits me.

   Have been reading books, back to my sketches, probably my poem writing would be next. It is good to realized that my old-self is back and that my talent (though I am not that creative) have not leave me after abandoning them for years. I miss being on quiz bee's though. Haha.

   I know that there is something that I have to discover to myself. There is still something that I will find out about what I am still capable of. I just know. Maybe not now as I am still searching for the lost part of my soul, but I know it is almost time for me to realize I am one of them. ^_^

btw:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my one and only Father!

Thank you for being there for me.
Thank you for your advices.
Thank you for the genes you have pass on me (probably I got one of your talent, I just need to hone it).
Thank you for the hugs you have given me for it gives me comfort. The warmth of your embrace makes me feel safe.
Thank you for protecting me.
Thank you for being proud of me, you did not know how much it makes me feel confident knowing that you support me so much.
I just want you to know that I am very much proud of you and that I love you very much.

Something Greek

2009-12-14T20:24:00.001+08:00

    I have read Percy Jackson and the Olympian: The Lightning Thief for just a day. Yes, you are reading it right, I have read it for one day. It really got my attention. I love Greek and Roman mythology, which is the book theme. I love how Percy Jackson knew whom his father was *read this: One of the Big Three’s ^_^*, how he act like a pathetic kid, which considered by mortal as abnormal person *with ADHD* but possesses such great courage. It felt like reading Harry Potter with different setting and adventure. I cannot help myself but read the book from cover to cover. I am very much excited on how the story would end (and I really controlled myself not to look at the last three pages of the book which I normally do.) Gawd! It’s really fun to meet again, Dionysious, Zeus, Hades, Ares, and of course Poseidon together with the centaurs *I love them, Sagittarian symbol! * And the goat friend ^_^. I t really excites me to know who Demigods are children of the gods to mortal, and how they train and compete with each other.

            This book is not only about Greek myth, gods, and Demigods. It also talks about family. How Percy love his mother and misses his father whom he had not see from the time he was born up to the time he was brought into the summer camp. He did not know from whom God he came from. Was he from Zeus, Poseidon, or Hades? All he can remember is how her mother loved protect and give her life for him. How his mom would love to be near him and making tough decision that makes him safe that would probably mean being apart together. All he can remember from his dad is his smile, though he was not sure if it is really his. As the summer camp goes on, it can be seen how his father protects him and love him. Helping him indirectly as it is against the rule to help your son or daughter directly as it appears favoritism among children. I can relate on how my mom loves me very much and how my dad seems to be invincible, but when you need him most, he has the tightest hug you can ever imagine.

          It also talks about courage and friendship. Athena, Goddess of wisdom did not work well with Percy’s father (obviously I do not want to spoil who his father is haha!!) Athena’s daughter and Percy though reluctant at first became friends who are ready to fight for each another. It came to a point, that war among Gods almost took place that Athena was with Zeus against Percy’s father. Athena’s daughter supports Percy for just one reason. They are friends. Friends never leave each other no matter what happen. Right Bratz?!

         It also talks about deceiving. Never trust people who appeared very hospitable. Even to Hermes (God of travel, who welcomes everybody) children, as they can deceive you for their evil plans. I have though this really happen in real life. Never ever trust people whom might appear helpless, as they will stab you on your back.

24!

2009-12-10T11:12:00.003+08:00

Clock is ticking so fast.
In a blink of an eye, It’s my birthday!

Whoa, time flies fast. Due to my over busy schedule, I have not notice that it’s already my birthday. I am already 24 *yippee*, but still having a body of 19 years old *ughhh, always look like a baby eh! Hate it haha! * What can I say? I am so excited of what my 24th year will give me. 23rd year is a hell crazy. Though it is crazy I am still thankful cause it change the whole of me.

During my 23rd year:

---- The first month is so crazy. I had self-denial of everything. During this time, I have wish to turn back the time when I was 22 and very happy.

---- Second month is heartbreaking! As I come to my senses that thing will never be as it is.

---- Third and fourth month is a hell of everything. Gimmicks, girl bonding, family bonding, work overload.

---- Fifth month is the start of my kilig month. I saw somebody familiar and had a crush on him.

---- Sixth month, I saw my then boyfriend walking. I have realized that I am already fine without him and got used of leaving my single life. Okay, I felt a little pain but not really like what it is before.

---- Seventh month I have begun searching for the certain someone *referring to my fifth month*. Felt a bit sad that a colleague will soon leave.

---- Eight month, it’s addictive. Too much of kilig moments which really have not occurred though! Little crazy haha! I was just there sitting and staring at him, as he passes by me. Torpe!

---- Ninth month, less of all. Saw my then boyfriend again and felt like am really getting used of seeing him without any pain or excitement. I guess I have already moved forward.

---- Tenth month, not that exciting. I have just remembered the memories on machine. Whoa!

That machine is really memorable. FTW besides me, we’ll I still haven’t talked to him though. It felt like there were butterflies on my stomach. I am really nervous and haven’t noticed that I have raised an eyebrow on him. And, he slowly walked away. Felt like a shy teenager.

---- Eleventh month, a bit sad. Well, I will not be seeing FTW more often. Found out that he already had a special someone that looks like me *as my friends says*.

---- Almost 24, so happy. I am happy to all the blessings that I have received for the past year and would still be happy receiving those blessings for my new year. Happy that even I have gone through struggle, I have learned to stand up, walked, and left all the hurt to the places were I have been down. I am happy with all the challenges I have conquered. I am happy with all the lessons I have learned.

It is when you are in pain you will realized that you are truly blessed.

I am thanking BRO to all the things that have happened to me.

I am thanking my parents.

My dad who is just silent but hugs me every morning, my mom who is my bestfriend and has just known that she really is. I can tell anything and everything to her.

My brother who always tells me that I am beautiful, sexy, and gorgeous. Everyday dosage of those word makes me feel one.

I am thanking my friends.

My officemates and former officemates who have been there whenever I needed someone to listen to me. I am thanking my boss for being patient to my tantrums towards work.

Most especially I am thanking my brat girls!

We have just met from online forum and did not know that I have found my most treasured friends. Thank you for being with me through the hard time, listen to me, have been patient to my non-stop stories about FTW, and have made me see the worlds true color. “Life is not a fairytale story” and “We want what is best for you, ayaw lang namin masira ang future mo” haha. Nice! I have really feel that you love me girls.

Each one of us has gone to life’s obstacles and we have learned to lean on one another.

Di kaya tayo ang magssoulmate? Hahaha!

So there! I am very much excited with the new year of my life.

Would it be a roller coaster ride likes 23?

Cheers!

Cassandra is back!

2009-12-08T20:02:00.002+08:00

After separating myself to blogging world for almost ten months *gawd that long*,

I am now back! Yes Officially back. For those who are asking why I have been MIA *my friends of course, kept on bugging me why I do not have any entries*, here is the summary of the reasons *excuses haha! *:

--- I do not want any rubbish post in my blog.
      Breaking up with the one you love is really difficult. There is a possibility of me having emo, bitter, and sad posts. I know that I can have those entries but I opted to have the good memories of my then relationship be kept. I would rather read back those happy days of my life with him rather than reading the rants I have against him that would only last for how long I have felt the sadness. Also as a respect to the person, since he really took care of me way back then.

--- I do not want to be bitchy.
     As much as possible!

--- Tons of workload.
     Yaiks! This really got my time. We really had tons of loads for the past months and I don’t have the leisure to think of any topic as my entry though my life hasn’t that boring.

--- Busy Weekend.
    Have plenty of gimmicks this past few months. Unwinding after having that long week of working.

--- I have concentrated to myself.
     For the past month I have been thinking of what I want to do, what else I can do, and what are the things that I can do. I have realized that I concentrate that much in my career, lovelife, friends before and leaving nothing in improving myself.

I have tried to know myself more and move closer to BRO. As time passes by, I have come to know what I want to do and start with it. I am planning to design my own page, maybe not the time to have my page but at least to prepare myself of having my personal design page.

I am at least having my hand for art. I have been refusing to do it for a long time, but art is calling me again. Probably working on poems, drawings, and designs.

I am trying to improve my brain! Make it had some exercise as it becomes stagnant and as if not working properly. When my mom asked me about my brother’s assignment, it felt like, I miss having my brain exercise. So here I am, planning to take a course *it’s a secret though. A surprise! *

I am planning to have my second career, just a sideline. Here I am, taking my step to it.

Too many things that I have to deal that keeps me busy with my life that makes me forget my online world.

Then suddenly, Hey, Cassandra! You have your online world!

Still have much to do with it whiles you're improving yourself.

So here I am, writing again on my online journal.

Unconditional Love Part I

2009-02-09T15:41:00.000+08:00

Okay its February.. wooohhh..It’s a love month. hihihi.. *kilig*. Yes guys I am happy, but this entry of mine will not be talking about romantic love. It is already common for every blog to post about their lovelife, about their plan for the coming love day, and about their love story. I’ll be posting a love that is usually taken for granted. Okay you maybe asking, was there a love that is taking for granted? And you will say there is no such thing like love that is taking for granted unless you don’t love them. Well to tell you the truth there is. It is unconditional love actually that we sometimes forgot to appreciate. This is part one of my entry.

The first unconditional love that we haven’t appreciated most is God’s love. See I told you; you have taken forgranted HIM right? When was the last time you have thanked HIM for all the blessings that HE has given to you? Have you ever remember HIM during those showers of blessings days? Or have you just remember HIM when you feel alone, your sad, your lonely, your depressed, in short your down. Much worst is you blame HIM for all the hardships you have encountered not remembering that there were so many things you have to thank from HIM. Have you ever pray and say thank you to HIM during the times that you have a blissful career, a perfect love with your partner, stable family, peaceful heart and mind? Or have you only pray for HIM during the time that you have wishes, you have desires you want to achieve, you have problems that you need to solve? Or well worst is you haven’t ask or seek for HIS help during your alone days and you thought of hurting yourself cause you feel so alone that no one was there to help you, or to understand you. Okay I know somebody may raise his or her eyebrows, who are you talking and why are you talking like that. You are not perfect and you also have your shortcomings and I bet there are times that you haven’t thank him. I will not be a hypocrite, yes there are times that I forgot to thank him but not forget to pray when I’m down. Hahaha. Bad Bhelle, don’t I? Yes it is true and I’ll be honest about it, that is why I am writing this to my blog because I have realized and reflected after having in such a down feeling I have gone through but see with HIM being there to listen to all my bitterness, I am now happy for HE granted my prayer. :D I am still good *and cute* girl daw. Hehehe. So have you also forgotten HIM? If you think that you can’t wish for anything because you are blessed enough and you haven’t thank HIM I hope that this entry will make you reflect that all beautiful things you are experiencing right now is one of HIS beautiful plan for you. If you think that your down, that there’s no one available to listen to your sentiments, that you are afraid of being rejected by other people, that you feel alone, I hope that this entry help you realized that there is a GUY up there ready and waiting for you to say all your sentiments in life. That HE is much willing to take care of your dilemmas and willing to carry you while you are experiencing hardships in life. It will not lessen you as a person but it will lessen your agony and pain knowing that there will be somebody you can tell your aches.

Iisa pa Lamang Quotable Quotes

2009-01-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

Ito ang isa sa patunay nam agaling ang Pinoy. Mga Linyang tumatatak sa isipan kahit na tapos na ang palabas.

Katherine: "Kapag ang tao'y nagmahal, hindi na mahalaga kung ano man ang tama, kung sino ang humingi at nagbigay, kung sinong nanalo, kung sinong talunan. Ang alam mo lang, nagmamahal ka. Ang alam ko lang, mahal ko sya. Mahal ko sya."

Estelle: "You're in love with somebody else, and that somebody else is not worth it, Rafael."

Rafael: "Mas kaya kitang mahalin."

Katherine: "Kaya kong saktan ang sarili ko, pero hindi kita kayang saktan."

Katherine: "Nagkakamali ka. Hindi na ako marunong magmahal ngayon. Patay na ang puso ko, Rafael."

Isadora: "Ang ganda-ganda mo na ngayon Katherine, sarap mong patayin!"

Isadora: Kung gaano ka katayod lumipad, ganun ka rin kabilis lalagapak. Ouch!

Katherine : Senior vice president ako ng kompanyang ito, ako ang legal wife ng may-ari ng kompanyang ito, tauhan lang kita, at higit sa lahat, madrasta mo ako! Kaya layuan mo ako. Get out of my sight! Leave! Now!"

Scarlet: Look who's here, my favorite step-mother. Ang dating gold digger in red, isa na ngayong merry widow in black."

Scarlet: 'Ha! Kung sa bagay mas bagay sayo yang itim, kakulay ng budhi mo!''

Katherine : Bakit ka nga ba nakaputi? Para pagtakpan ang mas maitim mong budhi

Scarlet: Ikaw ba, totoong nagdadalamhati ka? Kasi napansin ko, kaya mong mag-biro. Kaya lang ang corny mo! Anyway, gusto ko lang malaman mo na lahat nang 'to, hindi 'to permanente. Lahat nang iyan, babawiin ko iyan sa 'yo!"

Katherine: Sige! Maglaro tayo, agawan ng yaman! Pero kung ako sa'yo, kakabahan ako, kasi ako sanay sa hirap. Eh ikaw?" –

Isadora : Gusto mo ikaw ang itali ko? Pasweet sweet ka pa diyan, ganid ka rin pala!"

Katherine: Ang bigat naman ng salitang 'yon Isadora, pero totoo, oo ganid ako! At gusto ko, ni singko walang matira sa'yo! Kaya manginig ka na Isadora, dahil uubusin ko ang lupang tinatapakan mo!"

Katherine: Iba na ang sitwasyon ngayon Isadora. Marami akong pera, kaya ko nang bilhin ang kahit na ano. Kahit ikaw, magkano ka ba?

Isadora :Hayop ka! Kahit kelan hindi mo ako mabibili, at hindi mo ako kayang bilhin!"

Katherine: Sabagay, ayoko sayo. Mumurahin ka eh, pero yung anak mo ibebenta mo ha. Sige na, promise hindi ako tatawad. Kahit used goods na, ok lang. Pag-isipan mo.

Katherine: Pagod ako. Huwag kang loloko-loko. Baka gusto mo ihampas ko tong bag kong mas mahal pa sa'yo!

Isadora:Sabagay, ako rin eh, pagod makipaghampasan. Next time, ok? In fairness ah, ang ganda ng damit mo. Pahiram minsan ha.

Katherine: Natatakot ka ba sa akin, o sa sarili mo? Alam mo, bibigay ka rin."

"Sana, dumating ang panahon, na akong nagiisang laman ng puso't isip ni Miguel. Sana ako lang ang mahalin niya."

Scarlet: Pero hindi ako susuko, kahit anong mangyari, babawiin kita Miguel. Dahil alam kong naging una kang naging akin. Dahil alam kong hindi kita kayang kalimutan." - Katherine

Katherine :Pakisabi sa bisita mo, ayoko ng nangangamoy basura ang bahay ko."

Katherine: Anak ka nga talaga ni Isadora, nakuha mo lahat sa kanya. Mata-pobre, mayabang, at higit sa lahat, bastos!

Sophia : Don't you dare say bad things about my mother, kumpara sa 'yo. anghel ang ina ko!"

Katherine Anghel na may sungay!

Sophia: Oo, may sungay. Para suwagin ka! Para mauna ka na sa impyerno!

Katherine :Hmm. Matagal-tagal na kayong inaantay dun. In fact, balita ko, si satanas mismo ang sasalubong sa inyong mag-ina!"

Lola Aura :Panandaliang donya, habang buhay na busabos.

Scarlet : Mamamatay tao ka! You killed my father!”

Katherine: Kung may gusto kong patayin, ikaw yun Scarlet!

Rafael :Alam kong hindi mo sinasadya pero ang sakit sakit ng ginagawa mo Katherine. Hanggang kailan ako masasaktan... Hanggang kailan?

Jester :Paano mo malalamang in love ka na? Yung hindi attracted lang…

Scarlet :Luluhod ka sa harapan ko at magmamakaawa ka na tanggapin kita ulit!

Miguel :Kumain ka na. Gutom lang yan!

Isadora : Oh aren't you excited to see me?

Scarlett: Excited? Alam mo bang mas excited pa akong magpunta ng dentista at mag pa root canal kesa ang makaharap ka?

Isadora : Ikaw naman, nagpapaka-funny. Kung ang lahat ng bulok na ngipin ay kasing ganda ko, o di wala ng bibili ng toothpaste… I'm so witty

“Ano ba talagang pakay mo? I'm sure hindi naman ang kapakanan ng dental industry ang pinunta mo dito di ba? Business? Monkey business?

Isadora : Oo, at napaka disenteng monkey business. Politics.

Isadora : Ba't mo ko sinampal, biyanan mo ko!

Scarlet: Di lahat ng biyanan, pinagbibigyan, Di lahat ng biyanan pinapatulan! para yan sa mga biyenang bakulaw tulad mo!

Scarlet: Tapos ka na sa gold digger in red. Tapos ka na rin sa merry widow in black. Ngayon, baka pwede ka ng dirty mistress in dirty brown.

Katherine: Same to you anak, remember? Pareho na tayong nasasadlak ngayon.

Scarlet: Damn you, damn me. Karma's a bitch, and so are we…

Miguel: Lagi mo sinasabing karma’s a bitch. Look what happened… Na out-karma ka na, na out-bitch ka pa.

Isadora: Pesensya na, perfect ako…nagkakamali din

Isadora: Di pwedeng mawala sa akin ang Hacienda Amadesto. Di pwedeng mapunta yun kay Aura. Anong gagawin nya dun? Home for the aged?

Scarlet: Tapos na tayo sa agawan ng yaman! Next level na! Agawan ng mapapangasawa!

Scarlet: ano na bang role mo ngayon? tapos ka na sa pagiging gold digger in red..married widow in black, baka pwede ka ngaung dirty mistress in dirty brown?

Yung iba bukas ko na ipopost. Nakakapagod magtype habang nanonood.

PS I Love You

2009-01-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

It’s been quite awhile since I have decided to keep my silence. I have stop thinking with what went wrong or what have I done. It will just drown me to depression. I have concentrated myself on you and it’s difficult for me to accept the fact that things are not working out the way we wanted them to be. I do not know what really your reason is; all I know is that I will understand whatever it is. Maybe its really time that made us apart. Were both busy with our careers, we both have our dreams, and we both want to fly. Who am I to stand your way?

I have nothing to say against you. You’re such a perfect gentleman. You took care of me well, you treat me like a queen, you have loved me the way I have never experience before. Your patience was long enough for my tantrums. Your advices make my sight view clearer. You put out the best in me, made me realize that I can to do things I am afraid of. You made me realize that every relationship is unique and that ours has its own unique way to be cherished. You opened my eyes in what real relationship has and I have learned a lot from it.

I am now fine and have accepted the truth. I do not know what my life would be without you for I have seen my forever with you, but I have to stand strong. Little by little pain will vanished and I know time will come, I will thank that I have face this pain. A bittersweet memory that will mold a new me and that will make me stronger person.

I may not be the girlfriend you wish you have, all I know is that I love you and always will, though that is not enough.

P.S. I love You.

The Artistic Side of Me..

2008-12-15T16:49:00.000+08:00

Hurrah it's Already December :D and We are already finished our Kris kringle :D

Every year our office have a kris-kringle . It is a bit exciting because you have to guess your parent, if your gueass is wrong you'll py 5 pesos and if your guess is right and you have guess it 3 consecutive then your parent ti is bingo. Bingo cost 200 pesos :D.
I'll share our handmade that I have created :

Something Abstract that would symbolize Philippines.

Astract of our Philippine flag

Well, obviously I have done The abstract of our Philippine flag. Though it has been said that they think of U.S or Captain america first before they could think about our Flag.

Something Made of Paper,Pandikit, and Pencil
Envelope

This handmade has some twist. First is Paper must be bond paper only, colored pencil can be use, pandikit can be glue, paste, tape or anything. You cannot use anything to decorate your gift just the 3 allowed materials. Scissor and other forms of cutting materials even rules is not allowed to use or you will pay 30 pesos for having the wrong gift.

Something Christmas Decor that is Made of Carolina

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Cut Out

Hehehe. I am very happy with the outcome of this one. I love the color. In reality, It blend well and it appears like a fire color.

The last one is Something Christmas Card That is made of bond paper.
I will post it later I'll just find the picture. :D

See even programmers can be artistic. Who said were just bunch of computer addicts . hehehe.

New Hair

2008-12-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

Just got my new hair :D Thanks to Victor Ortega Salon most specially Ferdie and his lady junior for having my hair rebonded. Wee.. I love it. Thanks also to Ate Mei mei for the quality time weve been together. :D Nag-enjoy ako Ate mei Kahit na inabot tayo ng 12 Am. Muah Muah.

Dinner Date

2008-11-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

Last November 8, Jared and I had our date. It’s not the ordinary date we used to do. It’s special since it is our 1^st anniversary. First we watched Quantum of Solace, it’s a bit cold inside the movie house, so Jared gave me his jacket and hug me. Weeee. Sweet *kilig*. After that, we head to Café Ysabel. I am touch how Jared took care of me while heading there. I have ordered Char grilled Prawns *it’s a 3 pieces prawn with pasta at the center. Looks yummy * while Jared had steak *I can’t comment about the stake haven’t tasted it*. Then I had my dessert Peter Pan Pie *ice cream with cotton candy hehehe* and Jared had his cup of coffee. It’s nice to be there at Café Ysabel. Had a great time there and it’s a bit romantic because there’s someone playing piano. As we went home, we haven’t talk that much action speaks louder than words.

I have just thought while writing this entry, it is not how long you have been together. It is the quality of relationship you have.You may be in a relationship for a period of time but what is its worth if the two of you were not made for each other if your not happy with it? What would be years of being together worth if someone or both of you cheats? What would its worth if your not together he/she is looking, pleasing, and wanting somebody else?

Well at least, I know to myself that my Jared is loyal, and that he makes me happy with all his heart. In return, there is no man I would love like this but him.

My Honey :D

2008-11-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

Last November 3 my relationship with my boyfriend turn 1 year old. It is really hard being in a relationship. Our relationship had a fair share of trials that made us almost give-up. We have our differences and at times we had conflict. Many have thought that were a perfect couple, that our love were made in heaven. In reality were just like any other couple, we have fights (mostly I got angry to little things), we have differences, and we have our issues we need to talk about. Trials came before we celebrate our first year anniversary. I have cried and pray that we may settle things. It may sound too dramatic but its true. I really love this person. He is such a beautiful person inside and out. Despite my bad traits, he accepted me for who I am and for what I am. He makes me feel beautiful, even at my worst. I am just simply comfortable with him, I can tell everything to him. It may be issues with me, in my work, with my friends, with my blog, with the forums I am member with, and he is there ready to listen and well he is just there to listen, if I have conflict with somebody he just say that he is not in the position to comment. He does not know both sides of the story and he just want me to be careful to every action that I will make. He is such an intelligent person, sometimes I love it and sometimes I don’t. I love it when I ask questions, he can easily think of answers that most of the time satisfies me *and I believe him lolz*. I hate it when we have an argument *well, joke argument, often times when we tease each other* he knows how to argue, and often times I shut up and think of counter attack but I can’t think of any. He had transformed me to become a better person. Not only on judging things but also as me.

One thing that I am proud of him is that he is very honest person. Even if he haven’t texted me and I found out thru his text that he went home late *concluded that he went for a gimmick* I know that he is faithful to me. He is one-woman man and never involve to any cheating issues. There are so many guys out there and most of them were polygamous in nature and here I am, very lucky to find one monogamous guy. He has gained respect and trust from me and in return I have my peace of mind. For I know that I am the only lady he love.

I know that Jared is not perfect; he has his own shortcomings just like a normal person would have. Still, I am thanking the guy up there for giving him to me. If ever were not made for each other, I will still thank him for he has given me a treasure that I have to keep. A man that is rare to be found.

Why?

2008-11-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

Why

by: Bhelle

Why do I have to fall for you
When you're not there to catch me
Why do I have to wait for you
When I know you're time isn't mine
Why do I have to long for you
When you're longing for somebody else
Why do I have to feel the pain and cry
When you're not there to wipe my tears

I may be crazy
I may be a fool
All I know is my whole world is you
I know that someday, somehow
It's gonna start all over again
It could be you, It could be another
Just when you have realized
That I was meant for you ..

This is a poem that has been created out of boredom.
Hope you like it guys. Super emotional peom for my ultimate crush before.

All I can say is:

I have started all over again, and very much happy now :D

Mainit ang ulo

2008-10-28T13:39:00.000+08:00

Kanina habang papasok ako ng office, inde ko alam kung ano ang reason pero mainit ang ulo ko. Siguro kasi tatlong oras pa lang ang tulog ko dahil hindi ako pinatulog ng sipon ko.. hmmp, at ngayong ok na ako, natatawa ako pag naaalala ko yung ginawa ko.

Habang nilalakad ko yung street namin, yung tricycle hinarangan yung dadaanan ko. Sabi sa akin nung driver,

Driver: “tricycle?”.

Dati winawasiwas ko lang nag kamay ko para sabihin na inde ako sasakay, dahil mainit ang ulo ko, winarla ko si manong driver.

Ako: “Manong kung sasakay ako, inde na po ninyo kailangan iharang ang tricycle ninyo kasi sasakay ako kaso hindi naman ako sasakay pwede po bang pakialis sa daanan ang tricycle ninyo?”..

Tatawa-tawa si Manong. At hindi ako natutuwa, lagi na lang silang ganun, hinaharang yung pasahero para macorner. Akala naman nila sasakay sa kanila e paano kung iba ang ruta nung pasahero nila. Hmmp..

Naglalakad ako, biglang umulan, badtrip na ulan ito inde muna ako pinasakay bago bumuhos, tinatamad akong ilabas ang paying ko hahaha..

Sumakay ako ng tricycle sa may kabilang kanto *iba yung dadaanan ni Manong kanina at nung sinakyan ko ngayon*, siningil ako ng 16 pesos. Dati tahimik lang ako kasi piso lang naman pero kanina pinatulan ko.

Ako: “Manong kulang po ng piso ang sukli mo”

Manong: “Diba special trip ka? Dalawa bayad nun. 8 + 8 =16”

Ako: “Manong nakalagay sa taripa pag special trip 15 lang po. Araw-araw ako sumasakay dito at araw-araw akong special trip. 15 lang nag kinukuha sa akin gusto ninyo balik tayo sa pilahan ninyo at magtanong tayo?” *Malakas loob ko kasi kilala ako ng mga driver doon at alam nila na 15 lang talaga ang pamasahe ko*

Manong: “Siya ito na ang 1 mo. Parang 1 lang nakikipagtalo ka pa."

Ako: “E paano namimihasa na po kayo na 16 ang kinukuha.”

Nung nasa may sakayan na ako ng Bicutan-Alabang, siksikan yung dyip. Yung nakasakay ko kasi e luluwas na atang probinsiya at inunahan na ang Undas. May mga dala silang damit, biskwit, tubig at kung anu-ano pa. Yung katabi kongm anong nakikipagkwentuhan sa akin.

Manong: “”Ang sikip ano? Yung nasa unahan kasi natin uuwi ng probinsiya.”

Ako: “Oo nga po e”

Ako ay tumahimik na at humanda na sa pagtulog dahil gawain ko ang matulog sa dyip pag pa-Alabang na, kaso maramdaman ko yung braso ni Manong nasa gilid ko. Simpleng diskarte. Inde ko muna pinansin. Nung nagbreak yung dyip, bigla kasi huminto yung braso ni Manong nasa boobs ko na. Sige inde ko pa din pinansin kasi baka dahil nagbreak lang ng malakas yung dyip. Aba, nasa SLEX na kami inde pa din inaalis ang braso niya, lecheng manong ang aga-aga e. Nung hindi ako makatiis, kinuha ko ang kamay niya at sinabi ko:

Ako:manong yung braso ho ninyo, nangangapit-bahay, dito niyo po ilagay sa bag ninyo mas malayo naman ako kesa sa bag niyo diba?

Manong: *behave at sleep mode*

Nakababa na ako, yung katapat ko sa dyip na pa-Alabang e nakasakay ko din papuntang ATC. Isa siyang saleslady.Sabi niya sa akin:

Saleslady: Miss buti na lang sinopla mo yung lalaki kanina. Maniac yun e. Dati hinipo nun yung hita ko. *since naka miniskirt ang mga saleslady prone talaga sila sa ganun*

Ako: Ganun po ba?

Saleslady: “Oo. Kaya nga tinitignan kita kanina. Saka inde lang yan yung Maniac, meron pang isa yung may bigote na nangingindat. Bigla ka aakbayan nun.”

Ako: “Ay kilala ko na po yun, nakasakay ko na po yun at kinindatan na din ako dati. Kaya nga inde ako pumapasok na ng late kasi ayoko ng makasakay yun.”

Hay naku ano bang araw ito .. hahaha

Rainbow after the Storm

2008-10-27T11:12:00.000+08:00

It has been quite a while since the last time I have post about what is happening to me.

I am really busy these past few months and can’t find time to compose something substantial about my life today.

What had happened to me these past few months?

My manager and my senior resigned last May and June. I have to study the flow of the system I am assigned to since there is no other programmer that will handle this system beside my boss, me and our newly hired employee that is subject for training. I really had the hard time coping with the pending jobs left on us. Imagine there are four people working for this system and almost all of them where seniors and here it is in my front doing them with only two of us. A junior that is striving to be a senior programmer *left no choice* and a newly hired programmer that is in need of training. Thanks God after 5 months, we have cope up and wheeew.. pending request has been one by one eliminated. From 26 pending we have face now were a bit free-up to study other part of the system were handling at. At least what I have learned is that, I learn new things and I can handle those things I thought I can't do. All I need is a little push for me to realize that hey, I am really a programmer and can handle things in my craft.
After the five months pure work that I have been doing, my health suffered. I had an allergy, fever, cough and cold last October 23 plus LBM last October 21. I had to use my sick leave and still sick until now. At least I can think and work properly now. Still having a cough and colds but at least it is better than last week. Had to blame the weather though.
As I have been sick, my dad and my mom were also sick. I couldn’t stand seeing them sick too. I got a bit depressed seeing them sick and can’t do anything to take care of them since I was sick too. There's no one left to take care of them *sob*
My relationship went on the rocks. I thought it wll end up. *Thanks it haven't ended so soon our anniversary is near :(* All relationship has their different problems and different situation. I have learned that I should not compare what we have and what we don’t have, because if I kept on comparing my relationship to others, I will not learn to embrace my relationship. At least we have fixed and talk about it and I am very much happy looking forward for our First year Anniversary. I am still thinking if I will treat him a dinner or an out of town treat. Well he let me promise to just treat him for a dinner and yet change his mind when I said I am also planning for the out of town surprise, after we have watch a movie. Well honey, I still can’t decide. :p And still don't know where to treat you :( I'm running out of time.

There were so many obstacles that I have been thru these past months and here I am still standing and laughing to those trials in my life. I must admit that I have been depressed and cried because I thought that I could not balance my life again but with the help of the almighty above, my friends, and family, with those advises that have given me and enlighten me on what decision to do with those trials, I had overcome them.

After the storm, there is a bright sky waiting for us. A rainbow that will appear to let us know that we have succeeded in life’s challenging trial.

Everybody has their own life’s obstacles and it should not be a reason for us to give up. Sometimes there were painful stages in our life that we thought we can’t do anything and we just stay in one corner and cry and that depression hit us. I just want you to know guys that every dilemma in our life can be fixed. We may not know why we are experiencing them right now, but just think that answers will be revealed after those trials. We should not think of giving up our lives and be controlled by depression. Life is beautiful and it’s a gift. It is on how you manage to stand up after the storm.

To All Pinoy and Pinay..

2008-10-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

I have received an email and decided to share it here. This is true.

Pinoy and Pinay

Meron akong gustong ibahagi para sa ating lahat na mga PILIPINO. Simple pero parang mahirap gawin ng karamihan sa atin. Hindi ito makukuha sa puro daldalan lang or walang kabuluhang pagtatalo, kumilos tayo ngayon na.

Sa Saudi, pag nangnakaw ka putol kamay ka agad,
Sa Pinas, Pag nagnakaw ka sikat ka pa, dahil iimbistigahan ka pa sa Ombudsman at tiyak na may media coverage ka pa.

Sa ibang bansa: Pag nagkasala ang Pinoy, pinarusahan siya ayon sa batas.

Sa PINAS: Pag nagkasala ang ang Pinoy, ayaw niyang maparusahan kasi sabi niya mali raw ang batas.

Sa ibang bansa: Pinag-aaralan muna ng Pinoy ang mga batas bago siya pumunta roon, kasi takot siyang magkamali.

Sa PINAS: Pag nagkamali ang Pinoy, sorry kasi hindi raw niya alam na labag sa batas iyon. may abogado kasing binabali ang batas ng dahil sa bayad,

Sa ibang bansa: Kahit gaano kataas ang bilihin at tax sa USA okey lang, katuwiran natin doble kayod na lang.

Sa PINAS: mahilig ka sa last day para magbayad ng tax minsan dinadaya mo pa o kaya hindi ka nagbabayad. Rally ka kaagad kapag tumaas ang pasahe at bilihin sa halip na magsipag mas gusto natin ang nagkukwentuhan lang sa munisipyo o kahit sa alinmang tanggapan.

Sa Singapore : Kapag nahuli kang nagkalat or nagtapon ng basura sa hindi tamang lugar, magbabayad ka na 500 Singapore dollars. Sabi ng Pinoy, okey lang kasi lumabag ako sa batas.

Sa Pinas: Kapag nagkamali ang Pinoy katulad nang ganito, Sabi ng Pinoy, ang lupit naman ni Bayani Fernando , mali naman ang pinaiiral niyang batas eh akala mo kung sino. Ayun nag-rally na ang Pinoy, gustong patalsikin si Bayani Fernando kahit na alam niyang mali siya.

Sa Saudi pa ulit, pag nakamatay ka, buhay mo ang kapalit,
Sa Pinas: pag malakas ka sa malakanyang, agad kang mapapawalang sala. like teehankee, go,atbp

Mga igan, ilan pa lang iyan baka may iba pa kayong alam.

Bakit ang PINOY, pwedeng maging 'law abiding citizen sa ibang bansa ng walang angal' pero sa sarili nating bayang PILIPINAS na sinasabi ninyong mahal natin, eh hindi natin magawa, BAKIIITTTTT? ????????

Dahil sa kagalang-galang ang mga namumuno sa bansang kanilang pinupuntahan at may mandato, pero sa Pinas, kundi impeachment, coup d etat naman ang pagaganahin para maalis ang pangulo.Meron namang, elected pero galing naman sa pandaraya ang boto.. Wala na bang matinong pwedeng mamuno sa Pinas..
D

ETO PA, 'Ang Pilipino NOON at NGAYON':
NOON: Wow ang sarap ng kamote (kahit nakaka-utot)

NGAYON: Ayaw ko ng kamote gusto ko French Fries (imported eh)
NOON: Wow ang sarap ng kapeng barako

NGAYON: Ayaw ko niyan gusto kong kape sa STARBUCKS (imported coffee 100 pesos per cup)
NOON: Bili ka ng tela para magpatahi ng pantalon like maong

NGAYON: Gusto ko LEVI'S, WRANGLER, LEE (Tapos rally tayo 'GMA tuta ng KANO ') Di ba tuta ka rin naman.
NOON: Sabon na Perla OK ng pampaligo

NGAYON: Gusto mo DOVE, HENO DE PRAVIA, IVORY, etc. may matching shampoo pa
NOON: Pag naglaba ka batya at palopalo ok na, minsan banlaw lang sa batis pwede na

NGAYON: Naka-washing machine ka na plus ARIEL powder soap with matching DOWNY pa para mabango. Alam ko mas marami pa ang alam ninyo tungkol dito, pero mangilan-ngilan lang iyan para bigyan ng pansin.

Mga Pilipino nga ba tayo? O baka sa salita lang at E-Mail pero wala naman sa gawa.

My Fellow Filipinos,

When I was small, the Philippine peso was P7 to the $dollar. The president was Diosdado Macapagal. Life was simple. Life was easy. My father was a farmer. My mother kept a small sari-sari store where our neighbors bought sang-perang asin, sang-perang bagoong, sang-perang suka, sang-perang toyo at pahinging isang butil na bawang. Our backyard had kamatis, kalabasa, talong, ampalaya, upo, batao, and okra. Our silong had chicken¡ We had a pig, dog & cat. And of course, we lived on the farm. During rainy season, my father caught frogs at night which my mother made into batute (stuffed frog), or just plain fried. During the day, he caught hito and dalag from his rice paddies, which he would usually inihaw. During dry season, we relied on the chickens, vegetables, bangus, tuyo, and tinapa. Every now and then, there was pork and beef from the town market.
Life was so peaceful, so quiet, no electricity, no TV. Just the radio for Tia Dely, Roman Rapido, Tawag ng Tanghalan and Tang-tarang- tang.. And who can forget Leila Benitez on Darigold Jamboree? On weekends, I played with my neighbours (who were all my cousins). Tumbang-preso, taguan, piko, luksong lubid, patintero, at iba pa. I don't know about you, but I miss those days.

These days, we face the TV, Internet, e-mail, newspaper, magazine, grocery catalog, or drive around. The peso is a staggering and incredible P47 to the $dollar. Most people can't have fun anymore. Life has become a battle. We live to work. Work to live. Life is not easy. I was in Saudi Arabia in 1983.. It was lonely, difficult, & scary. It didn't matter if you were a man or a woman. You were a target for rape. The salary was cheap & the vacation far between. If the boss didn't want you to go on holiday, you didn't. They had your passport. Oh, and the agency charged you almost 4 months of your salary (which, if you had to borrow on a '20% per month arrangement' meant your first year's
pay was all gone before you even earned it).
The Philippines used to be one of the most important countries in Asia. Before & during my college days, many students from neighboring Asian countries like Malaysia , Indonesia , Japan and China went to the Philippines to get their diplomas. Until 1972, like President Macapagal, President Marcos was one of the most admired presidents of the world. The Peso had kept its value of P7 to the $dollar until I finished college.
Today, the Philippines is famous as the 'housemaid' capital of the world. It ranks very high as the 'cheapest labor' capital of the world, too. We have maids in Hong Kong, laborers in Saudi Arabia , dancers in Japan , migrants and TNTs in Australia and the US , and all sorts of other 'tricky' jobs in other parts of the globe.
Quo Vadis, Pinoy? Is that a wonder or a worry? Are you proud to be a Filipino, or does it even matter anymore? When you see the Filipino flag and hear the Pambansang Awit, do you feel a sense of pride or a sense of defeat & uncertainty? If only things could change for the better...... . Hang on for this is a job for Superman. Or whom do you call? Ghostbusters. Joke. Right?

This is one of our problems.
We say 'I love the Philippines ¡ I am proud to be a Filipino.'

When I send you a joke, you send it to everyone in your address book even if it kills the Internet. But when I send you a note on how to save our country & ask you to forward it, what do you do?

You chuck it in the bin.

I want to help the maids in Hong Kong ... I want to help the laborers in Saudi Arabia ... I want to help the dancers in Japan ... I want to help the TNTs in America and Australia ...

I want to save the people of the Philippines ... But I cannot do it alone. I need your help and everyone else's.

So please forward this e-mail to your friends. If you say you love the Philippines , prove it. And if you don't agree with me, say something anyway. Indifference is a crime on its own.

Juan Delacruz

Reminiscing my Idle Time

2008-10-07T14:24:00.000+08:00

My Expression Number is 6

You have an outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance.
You are helpful and inclined to comfort those in need.
You have many artistic and creative talents, but you only use them to better others.

You are loving, friendly, and appreciative of others.
You have a depth of understanding that produces much kindness and generosity.
Openness and honesty are apparent in your approach to all relationships.

Sometimes, you can be too demanding of yourself.
At times, you tend to sacrifice yourself for the welfare of others.
At other times, you have trouble distinguishing between helping and interfering.

Quiz

I Have Fantastic Karma

You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.
And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.
But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.
You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

Quiz

My Power Element is Earth

Your power color: yellow

Your energy: balancing

Your season: changing of seasons

Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends.
You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems.
Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones.
Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.

Quiz

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.

You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times.

You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

Quiz

What Kind of Monster are You?

You Are a Werewolf

You're unpredictable, moody, and downright freaky.
You seem sweet and harmless, until you snap. Then you're a total monster.
Very few people can predict if you're going to be Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde.
But for you, all your transformations seem perfectly natural.

Your greatest power: Your ability to tap into nature

Your greatest weakness: Lack of self control

You play well with: Vampires

Quiz

My Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

Quiz

My Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

Quiz

Theme Song

2008-09-25T14:03:00.000+08:00

Have you ever had a theme song to somebody?

When I had a crush before I used to have a theme song for them, and every time I hear those song, I remember those days. They didn’t even know that I had a crush on them and yet I had a theme song dedicated for them.

Just wanted to share my current theme songs:

I Will be Here

Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I...I will be here
If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
'Cause I...I will be here
I will be here
When you feel like bein' quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen

And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winnin' and losin' and tryin'
We'll be together
'Cause I will be here

Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I...I'll be here
Just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
I...I will be here

I will be here
You can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you

And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true
To the promise I have made
To you and to the
One who gave you to me

I...I will be here

And just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
'Cause I...
I will be here....
We'll be together, forever

'Cause I will be here
I will be here

By my BF:

The Last Time
by Eric Bennet

The first time I fell in love was long ago.
I didn't know how to give my love at all.
The next time I settled for what felt so close.
But without romance, you're never gonna fall.
After everything I've learned;
Now it's finally my turn.
This is the last time I'll fall... in love.
The first time we walked under that starry sky,
there was a moment when everything was clear.
I didn't need to ask or even wonder why, because each question is answered when your near.
and I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds, this is the last time i'll fall in love.
Now don't hold back, just let me know.
Could i be moving much too fast or way too slow.
'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day.
To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be the same.
You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words.
And now that I've said them, they could never be enough.
As far as I can see, there's only you and only me.

This is the last time I'll fall in love.
Last time i'll fall in love.
The last time i'll fall... in love.

[9th Monthsary]

2008-08-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

Last August 3 was our 9th monthsary.
I am happy and contented with my boyfriend.
Although we have conflicts, which is I think normal to any relationship,
were still together. I don't know what to say but I am very much happy
that I am his girl. At this point of my life I have nothing to wish for.
I have my whole family who is very supportive in everything that I do,
I have a successful career, and I have my boyfriend.
I have realized that it is such a wonderful gift that has been given to me.
Not all people were given this chance to be happy with this three
aspect but see here I am very much happy with all the blessings that has
given to me. I may not have that perfect life in which I can buy anything that
I want to have, I have a happy and quiet life.

To my honey thanks for completing me.
Thank you for all the thoughts that you have shared with me.
I know that there are still obstacles that may come our way, but as
we hold on and trust each other, and most of all love each other we can stand no
matter how hard that time would be.

My Image Source

My Chinese Astrology

2008-07-23T12:47:00.000+08:00

The Ox

Those born under the influence of the Ox are fortunate to be stable and persevering.
The typical Ox is a tolerant person with strong character. Not many people
could equal the resolution and fearlessness the Ox exhibits when deciding to
accomplish a task or an objective. As we used this great creature long ago to
plow the soil day after day, so do Ox people labor through their daily
responsibilities either at work or at home without complaint or gripe.
Oxen know they will succeed through hard work and sustained effort and find
no truth or benefit in concocting get-rich-quick schemes.

---- according to article I have read, sometimes ox need not to work hard.
Specially during winter season since it is the time where they are just on their home
and waiting for their bosses to feed them. I was born during christmas season and
this is what we call the month that money is overflowing.

THE SIGN OF THE OX

Pragmatic and down-to-earth, Ox people are motivated to work hard and
have no respect for lazy or careless people. Although they can be easily trusted
and find it easy to put trust in others, they are not dependent on friends and
family and would rather find an answer or a solution themselves than to
ask these people for help or guidance. However, others can, without a doubt rely
on Oxen, who are always honest and meticulous about their responsibilities.
While they do not feel the need for many distant or acquaintance-oriented friendships,
they value the strong bonds they share with their partners and families,
nd make close friends that last a lifetime.

Though they are quite open-minded, once Ox people have made a decision
about something, they rarely change it. This is a defining characteristic
that can be seen as obstinacy, but it is actually the way an Ox learns to be strong,
brave and straightforward. It is the way the Ox learned to take on tasks
and responsibilities and how he learns to be reliable for others.
Oxen are more comfortable with the well-known as opposed to the unfamiliar.
Yet, beneath their unpretentious, tranquil exterior lies a heart of gold and
a motivation to prosper.

OXEN FACTS:

People born in the Year of the Ox share certain characteristics.
The Ox sign is an abbreviated way of characterizing that individual’s personality.
Following are features associated with the sign of the Ox.

Second in order, Chinese name—NIU, sign of industry

Hour—1am-2:59am Month—January

Western Counterpart—Capricorn

CHARACTERISTICS

Obstinate, Pouty, Truthful, Motivated, Friendly, Apathetic, Genuine, Quick-tempered.

--- yun ako , naka italic hahaha

THE WOOD OX 192S AND 1985

Understanding and fair, these are the least unyielding of the Oxen and
the most apt to change and accept new ideas. A more liberal attitude gives them
the ability to appreciate the value of being a part of a team, and other members of the team respect the high principles of the Wood Ox. They are particularly self-confident giving them an air of unspoken authority. This characteristic means that Wood Oxen are often chosen as leaders or spokespeople. They also have a shorter fuse than other Ox people, and are more likely to be outspoken or to stand up in a crowd to be heard. These Oxen are quite devoted to those they love and make strong and affectionate friends and relations.

---- actually I do not know if I am understanding butI am really seeking of
something that is being fair.

HEALTH

People born under the sign of the Ox usually have strong codes and work ethics.
This can lead to a tendency to be a workaholic, and they should make an effort to relax more. Many Oxen work in relatively stationary occupations, and would benefit from squeezing a little exercise into their routines. They are prone to bone and joint problems - especially the knees - and must pay special attention to these areas. However, Ox people are usually strong and robust, and, according to ancient wisdom, should be blessed with long lives.

--- yeah lagi sumasakit ang knees ko. kais malikot akong bata.

AT HOME WITH THE OX

The Ox’s home is his castle, a place where he finds relaxation and peace from the
everyday hustle and bustle of his career or responsibilities. This is where he spends
time with his friends and loved ones. The Ox person doesn’t put a lot of effort into making his house stylish, for he would much rather be comfortable while reading the
newspaper or watching television. He doesn’t spend much time indoors anyway
—he wants to be outside, smelling the air, planting gardens and trees, which will usually be evidenced by the botanical literature you will find on his bookshelf or on his coffee table. Ox people prefer to live in the country. The Ox generally prefers to decorate his home
with nature’s colors, i.e. golds, greens and oranges. However, since the Ox is
associated with January, winter colors might be more appealing.

--- but i want blue *ocean or sky hehehe*, winter pala yun :D

THE OX ON THE JOB

Able, ethical and aware, colleagues of the Ox will marvel at their methodical
approach and will depend on their eyes for detail. Oxen are not phased by routines,
probably because they are so well-organized. They are better-suited for
specialized positions and prefer to work in large companies.
They do, however, work best when they work alone since they can be unhappy when participating in a large group.

--- loner daw ako sa trabaho hahaha..

MONEY AND THE OX

Oxen believe in security, and thus don’t usually take wild risks or financial gambles. They are meticulous about spending money and work hard to ensure they will be able to retire comfortably.

--- yeah, At my age, 22 I want to save money for my future family and to give them the best things in life :D

OX CAREERS

Those born in the Year of the Ox share the same kinds of goals and objectives in life. The occupations best suited for the Ox are listed below:

OX MAKE EXCELLENT:

Painters, Interior designers, Carpenters, Mechanics, Horticulturists,
Engineers, Draftsmen, Architects, Army Officers, Managers, Quarry Workers
Academics, Archeologists, Osteopaths, Physioherapists, Bankers, Investment brokers
Real estate agents.

--- paano yan, programmer ako.. pwede na kaya doon ang software engineer or manager kaya hahaha =D

FRIENDS AND ENEMIES

Oxen are not the most sociable people and tend not to mix easily in social gatherings. Instead, they would rather be at home, enjoying their privacy and anonymity. Unlike the Rat, the Monkey, or the Rooster, the Oxen tend not to have a little black book, preferring a few very loyal friends to a large network of acquaintances. Oxen do know how to shine at social occasions, but more often than not they dislike small talk. These are wary people, unlikely to ignite friendships on the spur of the moment. They like to take their time and get to know people before disclosing themselves fully. A happy, solid relationship with their partner and children is the most satisfying goal they could accomplish.

OX PARENTS AND CHILDREN

Oxen make very protective parents. People born under this sign will unselfishly work their fingers to the bone to provide a thriving, happy and secure home where their children feel safe. In return, however, the Ox mother and father demand that their youngsters be courteous, respectful and polite. In comparison to other parents, Oxen can seem a bit authoritarian but they are conventional and believe in instilling within their children a belief system. A good education is especially important and by utilizing their educational opportunities, Oxen children can make their lives and relationships with their parents a lot easier. Ox parents expect their children to listen, behave and be attentive while they are at school. Showing rebellion is the fastest way to be punished in the Oxen household.

Oxen, especially female Oxen, tend to start their families early on and completely immerse themselves in caring for and parenting their children. This can lead to dependent children and can pose a problem for parents who are trying to teach their children to become self-reliant.

THE OX INFANT AND CHILD

Children born under the sign of the Ox are quiet and amenable. They develop into solid, independent, resourceful children, and are happiest when left to entertain themselves. If interrupted, provoked or forced to do something against their will, they are likely to pout or show themselves, despite their audience.

Generally, Ox-born children are shy, and for many, childhood is quite lonely partly due to them liking to be alone and partly because their siblings are usually much older or younger than they.

At school, subjects with a constructive appeal will be of the most interest to them. They like art and music as well. They are creative children who enjoy sports too. They are respectful, polite, hard-working, children…something their parents take very seriously.

THE OX LOVER

Oxen dislike chit-chat. They don't have fun at parties and as aforementioned, don’t have a ton of friends. They are not very sociable and would rather be spending their time at home with their families. When the Ox is in love, he does not confirm his feelings verbally, preferring to show you how he feels rather than tell you. An Ox will take a long time to decide if you are the right match for him because Oxen hate change, and want to find someone who is ready to embark upon a stable marriage. Oxen never rush into anything and are not flirtatious people. Once they have committed to you they will usually be faithful and expect reciprocation of their honorable actions.

MARRIAGE

Unfortunately, many Ox marriages do fall apart after a couple of years, possibly because the Ox is too dominant or inflexible. Perhaps it's because, Oxen tend to place blame on everyone but themselves. But if an Ox fortunate, and has chosen wisely, the couple can build and maintain a close-knit family to which the Ox will completely devote himself.

THE OX LOVE PARTNER

Oxen are strong, silent, reliable people who sometimes take for granted that their relationship is a partnership and that they make not always be the dominant figure. Other Animals may find them quite stubborn and overbearing. Chinese horoscopes are very specific about which partnerships have the potential to be successful in love and in business. Yet, though destiny can point us in the right direction, we must still make all efforts to maintain loving relationships. Following is a brief description of how an Ox will affect a relationship with other Animal signs.

PARTNERS IN LOVE

Ox*Rat

Really good sex, but you’ll better serve each other as an affair. Marriage isn’t a good idea.

Ox*Ox

A solid partnership, but a wee bit boring.

Ox*Tiger

You are completely drawn to each other but headed for a dead end.

Ox*Rabbit

As lovers you’ll have a solid, content marriage.

Ox*Dragon

Give-and-take is not your forte and you are both more stubborn than the other.

Ox*Snake

You are headed for happiness!

Ox*Horse

Better in business than in bed.

Ox*Sheep

You may be phyiscally attracted to each other, but there’s not much substance here.

Ox*Monkey

If you can make it work, you’re destined for happiness and a lot of fun!

Ox*Rooster

Sexually stimulating, passionate and spontaneous…this should be a good fit. --- wow hehehe

Ox*Dog

You probably aren’t truly comfortable with each other…there’s a reason for that. Not much in common.

Ox*Pig

Passion and similar opinions destine you for a successful marriage.

Love Partners at a Glance

Oxen with Tips on Togetherness Compatibility

Rat similar appreciation ***

Ox strong, but apathetic **

Tiger completely different attitudes *

Rabbit delicate and loving ***

Dragon love at first sight, then stalemate *

Snake Majestic ****

Horse too argumentative *

Sheep No way *

Monkey okay, but no spark **

Rooster Wonderful **** --- yiheeee

Dog Doubtful, but there’s hope **

Pig worth trying **

COMPATIBILITY RATINGS:

*dispute **keep working at it ***intense sexual attraction ****angelic

SAGITTARIAN OX

These Oxen have Sagittarian vision. They are born with luck and are prone to take unnecessary risks. They are quick to read a situation and use their talents to accumulate great wealth and status.

--- wow I am born with luck hehehe..

my source

Emo

2008-05-30T11:11:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since the last time I have updated my blog. Honestly, I really can't think of what topic should I'll be posting. There are some topics that I wanted to tackle but I had a difficulty on discussing them here. I have thought and decided to post this one.

There are times that we feel very emotional. It may have trigger us to feel such emotion, or we have just remember something that makes us feel emotional, or we sometimes feel that we are in a difficult situation that makes us feel fragile. These times that I am describing is the time that we often feel that we are alone. The feeling that you wanted to talk yet there is no one available to listen to you. We have difficulty in telling what we feel and yet we wanted to share it to someone. This is also the time that we wanted to shout just to release the stress of what we feel. We shout deep in our heart but no one can hear us. You just find yourself crying alone. Tears running down on your cheeks. There are many things crossing your mind. This may lead to sadness, emptiness, or sometimes depression. It depends on how you take it when this emotion arises. It is either you control the emotion or this emotion will control you. =)

It's our 6th Monthsary

2008-05-06T14:14:00.000+08:00

Happy 6th monthsary hon!! ♥♥♥

As I look back everything we have done together, I am really blessed to have you in my life.. I thank you for everything you have done for me.. I also thank you for making me a better person. You may not realize how you did change me for the better, but as I look at myself I know that I would never be who I am today without you. A day is not complete without you, and I know forever will not be complete without my sweet honey in my life.. happy monthsary hon.. I love you so much. ♥♥♥

Again it is already late to greet you and well it is obvious that our we really have late celebration. Love you so much hon!

I Got Tagged ...

2008-05-06T09:52:00.000+08:00

I got tag by my new link sissy Kymisa :D

Here are the rules:Remove one (1) question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people in your list. List them out at the end of this post.

1. What do you think is your physical asset?
• My smile. =)

2. What color do you like most?
•Blue.. and Red.. and Black=)

3. Have you ever shoplifted?
• Nope. Why would I?

4. What is your greatest fear?
• to loose all the people that I dearly love

5. Which part of you that you hate the most?
•being impatient hehehe..

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?
• cry

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
•My family, my bf , and my friends

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
•I'll buy house for my family in a posh subdivision and save the rest for my future family =)

9. How can you help fight global warming?
• Recycle :D

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you:
•I really don't know her personally but I think *as my observation and instinct*, she's nice, bubbly and a blog addict

11. How do you cope with boredom?
• Surfing the net!

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?
• helping other people .. because after you help them they will throw you like a shi*

13. Which type of person do you hate the most?
•Copycats, backstabbers

14. What is your ambition?
•to be one of the best programmer Philippines ever produce

5. If you had one wish, what would you wish for?
•To have a very much successful career

16. What would you prefer? a brother or a sister?
• brother….

17. What book do you like the most?
•Adventure. romance

18.How would you describe your life in three words?
•Simple and contented

19. What would u prefer the most, blogging or cuddling?
• blogging….

20. Do you like the one who tagged you?

•Yeah because she looks so bubbly

….

Okay I am tagging

Ate Karen, Ate Mei, Sandylove, Ate Quing, Mia, Xyla, Rainne, Rachelle

Isang pagpupugay sa aking ina.

2008-05-05T14:13:00.000+08:00

Para sa nalalapit na espesyal na Araw ng mga Nanay, aking ibinibigay ang espasyo na ito para sa aking butihing ina.

Noong 2 ½ na taon pa lang ako, pinanganak ang aking bunsong kapatid pero sa isang hindi malamang dahilan, nagkasakit ang aking kapatid at ayon sa mga doctor na sumuri sa kanya meron siyang congenital heart disease. Isa itong sakit na merong bahagi ng puso ng isang tao na butas. Sobrang lungkot ng nanay at tatay ko. Sino ba namang magulang ang hindi maawa sa anak nila sa kung anu-anong mga nakakabit sa katawan. Natatandaan ko nung bata ako, naiyak ako kasi naawa ako sa kapatid ko. Isipin mo ang liit liit ng katawan niya tapos ang daming nakakabit. Mahirap para sa magulang ko ang ganung sitwasyon, maliit pa ako at kailangan ng pag-aalaga ng magulang, ganun din ang aking kapatid na nangangailangan ng lubos na pagkalinga lalo na ng aking ina. Ang iba naming kabuhayan ay ibinenta na lamang upang maisalba ang buhay ng aking kapatid. Iniwan ako ng aking magulang sa kapatid ng aking lola upang sila muna tumingin at mag-alaga sa akin habang nasa ospital ang aking kapatid. Napakasakit iyon para sa isang ina. Ang mapalayo ang isang anak habang ang isa namang anak ay nasa ospital at hindi alam kung mabubuhay ba o hindi na. Sa awa ng Diyos nabuhay ang aking kapatid, ngunit siya ay napabilang sa mga sinasabing special child. Sinabi ng doctor noon na late ang development ng aking kapatid, ang kanyang pag-iisp ay kalahati ng kanyang edad. Matanda na ako bago natutong maglakad ang aking kapatid. Sa tuwina, tuwing kami ay magsisimba, kalong-kalong ng aking nanay ang aking kapatid. Mahirap dahil maliit lamang ang aking at may sakit pa siyang asthma. Hindi niya iniinda ang hirap mapasaya lamang kaming magkapatid. Lalong nahirapan ang nanay ko ng umalis ang tatay ko at pumunta ng Saipan upang doon ay magtrabaho. Hindi biro ang mag-alaga ng dalawang bata. Mahirap magbiyahe ng ang isang bata ay akay mo habang ang isa naman ay kalong mo.Naaalala ko kung paanong trainig sa akin ng nanay ko para masaulo ko ang multiplication table. Ayaw niyang ginagamit ko ang aking mga daliri upang makuha ang sagot. Tuwing hapon naman habang tulog ang aking kapaid, ay sinasanay niya ako magbasa sa wikang Ingles at Tagalog, kaya hindi nakakapagtaka na isa ako sa mabilis magbasa sa aming batch noong ako ay nasa ikalawa at ikatlong baitang. Itinuro niya sa akin ang kahalagahan ng edukasyon. Sabi nga niya sa akin, hindi kami mayaman, wala siyang maiiwan sa akin kung hindi isang mgandang kinabukasan na siya ang huhubog at ako ang gagawa. Kaya naman lagi kong iniisip na dapat ay matataas ang aking marka dahil gusto kong makitang masaya ang aking mga magulang. Noong nasa kolehiyo ako, pasumandaling nakalimutan ko ang aking pangako sa aking magulang. Bumaba ang aking marka ngunit sa huli ay nabawi ko rin. Nakita kong masaya sila noong nakatapos ako. Ngayong may trabaho na ako, gusto ko ako na ang nagbibigay sa kanila, ayoko ng maging pabigat sa aking magulang. Kaya nga kung ano ang hilingin ng akingmagulang ay aking binibigay.

Hindi sapat ang mga salita upang pasalamatan ko ang aking mga magulang lalo na ang aking ina. Napaka swerte ko at siya ng aking naging nanay. Malaki ang pasasalamat ko dahil kung hindi dahil sa kanila ng aking tatay ay hindi ko mararating ang kung nasaan man ako ngayon.

Maligayang Araw ng mga Ina, Nanay!

Mahal na mahal po kita .=)

Tunay nga na wala ng hihigit pa sa iyong pagmamahal =)

Exploring New Things

2008-04-29T10:19:00.000+08:00

I am very much excited to study Visual C# 2005. I have been using Visual Basic 2003 for more than a year now and I think it is time for me to study different language. At this point of my life, I wanted to explore more about programming and different languages. I am now starting to study Visual C# 2005, PHP and a bit of HTML, and uhmm well refreshing my database knowledge. Oooops, too many lessons and yet I have to study them all by myself but I am hoping that I will learn this new things. It is a bit difficult for me because I will study them during my free time but I love what I am doing. I love what I feel right now. This is Bhelle during her high school days. A girl who wanted to be as competitive as possible no matter how hard things might come her way. I am very much happy that I am back to my old self now. I didn’t know what happened to me but I felt the sudden adrenalin rush. I felt the urge to study these new programming languages. I suddenly feel that I wanted to grow as a person. I don’t want to be a bum someday just because what I know today is already obsolete in the future. I wanted to prepare for my future. I don’t know if I have changed, or if I have become more mature but as of now I am planning for my future, just like the old days. I am looking 5 years from now and preparing myself to achieved what I wanted to be 5 years from now. That was Bhelle before but now I am planning my future slowly and preparing myself for it. I wanted my future to be stable as much as possible. I wanted to be competitive on my field. There are things that I wanted to explore ad do and I know that someday, I will be successful on my career. I don’t know what lies ahead of me but if I am preparing right now and starting to make my path clearer there would be a good future ahead of me.

I am thanking my officemates Ate Chique and Kuya Chay *they are masters in programming* for making me think that I have to explore programming, for being my idols, and for answering my queries.

Should I say I also wanted to be like Jared someday? I saw his codes before and I find it wow. Fine, he is better programmer than me and wanted to become like him someday. J* Well he is using java might as well try to study this language with him as my professor hehehe. **Why don’t I let him edit my blog? Hmmm. hehehe*

Sorry for the wrong grammar *at the image*, I have just notice it after I have posted it here.

Footnote:
Thanks to MSDN for the background image.
http://www.microsoft.com/express/images/screenshots/
VCS2005_Image1.gif

Cute Kid :p

2008-04-15T11:26:00.000+08:00

Last Year:
diba ang cute naming dalawa.

This year:

Parang mas cute sila hahaha...

Isa lang masasabi ko cute talaga ang batang ito hahaha.

Delicadeza

2008-04-12T09:35:00.000+08:00

What is it?

Delicadeza is a Spanish term that if we’ll translate to English is synonymous to daintiness. Daintiness is defined as an act of being refined in a manner or in a taste. In my point of view regarding delicadeza is that people tend to act in a proper manner. They act according to their will but they know their limitation. I will not be discussing about what is happening in our politics though I knew that some of good sample about this topic is best if I am picturing politics, but I will be stating what is happening in real life where people had shown their delicadeza.

In my kind of work, other company can easily pirate us, or if you wanted to have an added income you can easily accept sidelines. I know someone who has declined a sideline that can give her a huge added income. This friend of mine is already in managerial position in her company. One day she received a call from other company, and offered her to be their consultant. Being a consultant means you need not to reassign to your current company and still you can work with the other company since the time you need to consume on the other company was not an issue. The offer to her is really to good to be true and who would want to resist with this tempting offer. She spends some time to decide. She rejected the offer. The reason? The company who called her is one of her current company’s competitors. The position that is being offered to her is tempting but she cannot afford to work for a company that has same structure with her current company she is working for. How can you work for a company if you know that this company is one of your competitor and how can you work to your current company if you know that behind all of this you are a two-faced person working for another company? She said to me, bhelle you cannot worship two gods at the same time. You have to make a decision and choose. If you are not satisfied to your current job then find another company that will satisfy you but never work for a two company at the same time, much worst is if you know that both company you are working for has same structure.

I know that those who have read this might raise their eyebrows but I don't care. All I can say is that I know she is only human and she can be tempted and it is really a lost not to accept the offer but I admire her for thinking and acting in a manner that she haven’t serve two god that is almost identical. At least there are still some people who have the ability to think not just all about money but with decency. So to those who are serving two identical god, I pity you.

Memorable 5th Monthsary

2008-04-09T14:44:00.000+08:00

Ooopsss.. sorry its a bit late. :p

Happy 5th Monthsary Hon =)

Well it is really a memorable monthsary for us. Thanks for loving me, taking care of me, for being my adviser, my shoulder to cry on, my bestfriend. I am really thankful that I met you =)

Decisions, decisions

2008-03-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

"Do what you feel is right, do what would makes you happy. Don't force yourself into something that you're not wholeheartedly devoted just because others want you to. "

This quote came from my boyfriend during that difficult situation I have to face. Now that I am facing again another situation that I need to have a decision I remember what he told me. Each one of us are entitled to make decisions either little things like what clothes will wear or difficult situations that make us think “what I’ll gonna do?” . During my childhood days up to my teenage years, I used to follow what other people told me, because I have though that time that that is the proper way to do. Following their advices will make me easy to decide in a certain situation but I was wrong. I have realized that in order for me to decide what is the best decision I have to make, I have to consider some factors. Though I can ask some of my friends, even my boyfriend about their point of view regarding the decision I have to make and the situation that I am facing, still I will be the one to decide and face the consequences. I have learned to patiently deal with things; I have learned that I should not rush when I am deciding things that would not only have an affect to me but also with other people. For the past months I am always caught between things that is right and things that can make me happy. I have realized that some things that would make me feel happy are not the right things. Though I know that besides me, many people would be happy if I chose the wrong thing, still I will be bothered knowing that there is someone that I know should be in my place instead of me. If I choose the right thing, I know that it is painful on my part knowing that I have done my best to save something and yet I have to bid goodbye. Knowing myself well, I know that I would rather choose what is the right thing to do. Thought it may hurt me but it is still the right thing that should take place but, I have learned this past few days that I have to consider things like, will there be a pressure, competition, or tension that would arise if I choose to do what is right or will it create commotion if I choose what will make me feel happy? It is really difficult and I do hope that I will come up to a decision that is right and yet there would be less tension. Well still, it is really up to me, and I know that what will be my decision is, I know that it is not because of somebody but because that is my decision.

Oh well, it just that I miss my childhood days wherein I am only worrying about what game will I play, will I have my siesta or not… little things that would only have an effect to me.

I have been Tagged

2008-03-10T09:29:00.000+08:00

I have been tagged by Ate Quing =)

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Generation ko!!!

2008-03-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

Ito ang mga huling taon ng dekada '80 at ang mga unang taon ng

dekada '90. Ito ang panahong uso pa ang makiuso. Kung ginagaya mo

ang style ng mga artista, hindi ka tatawaging jologs. Ito ang

panahong tapos na ang martial law, pero malayo pa ang new

millennium. Hindi pa high-tech pero di naman old fashioned. Saktong-

sakto lang!

Ito ang panahon natin. Pero pano mo malalaman kung kabilang ka sa

henerasyong ito? Narito ang listahan na makapagpapatunay if

you're one of us. R U?

1. Paborito mong panoorin ang Shaider, Bio-man, Maskman, Mask

Rider Black, Machine Man at kung ano-anong TV sitcom ng

Japan na isinalin sa Tagalog. Break muna sa mga laro kapag alas

singko na ng hapon tuwing Sabado dahil panahon na para sa

superhero marathon.

----- oo naman usong-uso ang mga Sentai na palabas noong panahon ko hahahaha

2. Alam mo ang jingle ng Nano-Nano. (isang kending lasang

champoy)

3. Nanood ka ng Takeshi's Castle at naniwala kang si Anjo

Yllana talaga si Takeshi at si Smokey Manaloto ang kanyang

alalay. (Pinagiisipan mo - pano sila lumalaban sa final

challenge na parang nakasakay sila sa isang bumpcar at nagbabarilan

sila gamit ang water gun gayong sa Japan ginagawa yun eh taga

Pilipinas sila?)

--- totoong pinag-isipan ko kung sa Japan pa ba sila nagsshooting

4. Alam mo ang pa-contest ng Kool 106 na uulit-ulitin mong

bigkasin ang "Kool 106, Kool 106" hanggang maubusan ka ng

hininga.

5. Naglaro ka ng Shake-Shake Shampoo, Monkey-Monkey-

Annabelle, prikidam 123, Langit-Lupa-Impyerno, Syato, Luksong-Tinik,

Luksong-Baka, 10-20 at kung ano-ano pang larong nakakapagod.

--- oo at lagi akong laman ng kalsada dahil diyan hahaha

6. Pumunta ang mga taga- MILO sa skul niyo at namigay sila ng

samples na nakalagay sa plastic cup na kasing laki nung sa

maliit na ice cream. (at nagtaka ka, bakit hindi ganito ang lasa

ng MILO kapag tinitimpla ko sa bahay namin?)

--- oo at nanalo ako sa raffle nila dati hahaha

7. May malaking away ang mga METAL (mga punks na naka itim)

at mga HIPHOP (mga taong naka maluwang na puruntong na kahit

Makita na ang dalawang bundok.) Nag-aabangan sa mall na may

dalang baseball bat at kung anu-ano pang mga sandata. Sikat ang

kasabihang "PUNKS NOT DEAD!" pero kung gusto mong mag play safe,

pwede mong tawagin ang sarili mong HIPTAL.

8. Alam mo ang universal uwian song na "Uwian na!" na

kinakanta sa tono na parang doon sa kinakasal.

--- ayan namimiss ko yan hahaha

9. Nagpauto ka sa Batibot pero hindi sa ATBP.

10. Nakipag-away ka para makapaglaro ng brick game. (hi-tech

na yun noon)

--- oo naman hahaha

11. Ang "text" noon ay mga 1"x1.5" na karton na may mga

drawing ng pelikulang pinoy. (at may dialog pa!)

--- oo saka may pektus pa na tira hahaha

12. Dalawa lang ang todong sumikat na wresler, si Hulk Hogan

at si Ultimate Warrior. Naniwala ka rin na namatay si Ultimate

Warrior nang buhatin niya si Andre d' Giant dahil pumutok ang

mga ugat niya sa muscle.

--- pambihira fan ako ni Hulk Hogan hahaha

13. Nagsayaw ka ng running man at kung anu-anong dance steps

na nakapagpamukha sa'yong tange sa saliw na kantang Ice Ice

Baby, Wiggle It, Pray at Can't Touch This.

--- hindi ko sinayaw pero alam ko yung kanta na ito

14. Hindi ka gaanong mahilig sa That's Entertainment at

pinapanood mo lang ito tuwing Sabado kung saan nagpapagandahan ng

production numbers ang Monday hanggang Friday group. (at badtrip

ka sa Wednesday group dahil pinakabaduy lagi ang performance

nila!)

--- nanonood lang ako pag sabado kais masaya

15. Napaligaya ka ng maraming pinoy bands tulad ng Yano,

Rivermaya, Grin Department, Tropical Depression, The Teeth, The

Youth, After Image, Orient Pearl, The Dawn, Alamid, Wolfgang, at

ang sikat na sikat na Eraserheads. (at aminin mong nakinig

ka ng Siakol!)

--- susme nanawa ang radyo namin hahaha

16. Kilala mo ang Smokey Mountain, (first and second

generation)

--- Anak ng Pasig, Coconut nut

17. Hindi pa uso noon ang sapatos na may gulong. Noon, astig

ka kapag umiilaw ang swelas ng sapatos mo tuwing ia-apak mo

ito. Tinawag rin itong "Mighty Kid"

--- tama kulay pula ang kulay ng ilaw

18. Kung lalaki ka, sikat na sikat sa'yo ang mga larong text,

jolens, dampa (mga unang anyo ng pustahan), saranggola at ang

dakilang manika niyo ay si GI-JOE with alipores.

--- kahit hindi ako lalaki naglalaro pa din ako

19. Kung babae ka naman, ang mga laro mo with you're

girlfriends ay luto-lutuan, bahay-bahayan, doktor-doktoran, at kung

anu-ano pang pagkukunwari . ang dakilang manika mo ay si Barbie.

(Sikat ka kung meron kang bahay, kotse at kabaong ni

Barbie.)

--- pero hidni ko alamyung kabaong ni Barbie

20. Naniwala kang original ang isang cap kapag may walong tahi

sa visor nito.

21. Swerte ka kapag panghapon ka dahil masusubaybayan mo ang

mga kapanapanabik na kaganapan sa mga paborito mong cartoon

shows tuwing umaga tulad ng Cedie, Sarah, at Dog of Landers

a.k.a. Nelo. (Hindi ka ba nagtataka na sa lahat ng mga bida sa

cartoons na ito, si Nelo lang ang di yumaman at namatay pa ng

maaga)

--- oo naman swerteng swerte

22. Alam mo ang ibig sabihin ng "TIME FIRST!"

--- oo naman hahaha

Bakit kaya ganon? Kahit sang lupalop ka ng Pilipinas naroon, eh

nakaka-relate ka sa mga pinagsasasabi ko. Siguro'y dahil wala

pang cable at kakaunti lang ang pagpipiliang channels kaya parepareho

tayo ng pinapanood. Maaaring wala pang playstation kaya kung

anu-ano na lang ang naiimbentong laro na pwedeng gawin sa kalsada o

sa isang bakanteng lote. Pero kung ano man ang dahilan sa

pagkaparepareho natin ng karanasan, masaya na rin akong naging bata

ako sa panahong ito. Masarap alalahanin at balik-balikan. Di

ba?"

Hay nakakamiss itong mga ito =)

Happy 4th Monthsary

2008-03-03T19:22:00.001+08:00

Neglected:Disregarded

2008-02-27T17:24:00.001+08:00

Have this three quotes:

"The torture of being the unseen object"
"A little neglect may breed great mischief."
"Indifference and neglect often do more damage than outright dislike."

For two days I felt neglected. I felt sad and downhearted but I know that I don't have the right to feel this because he has a work that needs focus and that I should not question him for not giving me at least a single message. I try to disregard what I feel but everytime I remember that I haven't received a message from him yet I really felt bad. Yerterday I texted him that I am already home., it is s.o.p to us to text if were already home to know that we went home safely. Early this morning I checked my phone and haven't found a text from him that his already home. I am worried and think what would probably be the reason why he didn't leave any message. As I've reached office I recieved a text from him saying goodmorning etc., etc. , it is are routine to start the day. I replied the same way and ask him why he didn't text me, I have waited for a reply. I logged-in to ym and I saw him online. I ask him the same question, he said that his already tired. I wanted to say that I am also tired but still I wanted him to know that I am safe. I don't want to start an argument so I just think that maybe he is really tired. I leave a message hoping that somehow he would reply but his busy. He said that his working like hell this past few days. I know that I don't have to feel this way and I hate myself because I really felt sad and wanted to cry. I don't know if it is right to feel this thing or I am just over reacting, all I know is that somehow I am sad.

Love Month

2008-02-26T12:00:00.000+08:00

Wow pambihira isipin mo matatapos na ang February wala pa akong update entry. Since this month is called love month let's talk about love. Love has plenty of meanings and types so what I'll gonna be stating here ( some that i'll gonna be posting) is my POV about LOVE.

What is Love?

I remember some definition of love:

-- Love is like a rosary its full of misery. ^^ slumbook itetch ^^
-- Love is blind. ^^tapos amgtatalo kasi sasabihin Love is not blind, only lovers cannot see^^
-- Love is like your holding a bird into your hand. If you hold too tight it will die, it you hold it lightly it will fly. You have to hold it not to tight and yet not to light so that it will stay.
-- Love is when cupid struck you by his arrow ^^aha Kasalanan ni Piolo itetch^^
-- Love is when you always kiss each other and when your tired of kissing still you wanted to be together. ^^o diba kamusta naman yun.. kaya dumadami tao sa Pilipins e^^

So many definitions and yet were taking only about love. Love has many meanings and it depends on how we define it.

-- for me love is something so special that everybody wanted to have but only few can find the real one. We always wanted to be love by somebody because it is such a pleasant feeling that you are being loved and someone makes you feel important. Some often neglected that love has already come their way. Some had a ctiteria when it comes to love. The person must be handsome/beautiful, must be intelligent, rich, etc. etc. etc. these criteria only give us limitations and when we find a person that will love is and take care of us we never be contented because some of the criterias that weve already set were missing. We will never be contented if we have this criteri even if true love has come our way. Just feel blessed if you have it, take care of it because we have only one lifetime and it is such a blessing if you'll find your other wing.

When I was a teenager, I have learned that penguins are such loyal lover. When their partner died, they never love again because they only give their heart to their partner. Aww... isn't that sweet? I have wished then ,that if ever I will enter a relationship we may be like penguins. That no matter what obstacles we face in our relationship, that if these obstacles may separate us, we will never be separated by heart as long as we love each other.

As i have watch television last night, one line caught my attention "Ang paruparo maikli lang ang buhay kaya pag nagmahal sila, ibinibigay lahat dahil minsan lang sila magmamahal sa buong buhay nila". Aww... I have thought then we have only one lifetime and if we fall in love we must give our all.

I am happy because I know deep in my heart that I have found my other wing. I feel really blessed because he really take care of me and that he really love me. I am thanking God for giving me such a wonderful blessing =) Love you honey =) Muah muah!!!

What have I Learned last Year

2008-01-08T15:19:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year and Happy Three Kings!

Whew, I am a bit late to greet you guys’ happy new year but its batter to be late than never. New year means new beginning, a fresher way to start our life again and learn from our mistakes. Before I’ll post what should I change to myself this 2008 (well I hope I can change them), I am going to list what have a learned last year.

Love your work. – I am lucky enough to find work that is not that hard yet it gives me a good salary. There is no easy work/task that will be given to you. Challenges were part of it. The harder the task that is assigned to you, the more you gain. Why? Because you will be learning new things. I can say that if only I love my work no matter what happen and no matter how hard that obstacles may come unto me, I can still stand and solve it. After all there is no task that has no solution. After all, programmer’s motto is just like with Globe’s motto before its: Making great things possible.

Concentrate on your craft. – I can honestly say that for the past 1 year on my work I am not that productive. The programs that I have created have a lot of bugs that makes me look and feel like a lousy programmer. I have done a soul searching with regards to my work and I have found out that it is because I am not concentrating on my work and I am depending too much to my colleagues. Slowly I have change my old habit of not concentrating to my work, I have slowly reduced my Internet surfing habit instead I find time to study some codes and apply then to my programs. Slowly I have tried to depend on myself trying to figure out what is wrong with my codes, and have a keen test on my program. I should ensure that as much as possible bugs were 100% absent to my work. At least I have seen the fruit of my changes. No matter how hard your workload if you only concentrate on that task, you can do it.

Be frank and always tell what is true. You can’t please everybody. Let’s face it that’s the truth. There are some people who are narrow minded and they only wanted to be understood and not understand others. You are only good to them if you please them and you’re nothing but a trash if they were not pleased. If people judge you because you have told them what is the truth then it is not your fault. It may hurt you but it is better to be hurt emotionally rather than by your conscience. You know what is the truth and even though you’re the only one who is kept on telling it just stand with it for time will come the truth will set you free.

The word Friendship is SACRED. It is difficult to know who are real people. It maybe in cyber world or in our day-to-day life. Nowadays, people tend to be practical, they go with those people whom they think can understand them and yet when they do not need those people they just throw them like a trash. The word friendship becomes rare. I am happy that I found it to those people around me. In our office I know that I have them not only as friend but also as my second family. They are with me through thick and thin, they protect me whenever I am in need. I know in my heart that we may be apart someday but were still here for each other. I had a hard time to find who are the real people behind those names in cyber world. I can say to everybody that I have found few people who are real. They do not look at me as a member but they treat me like their sister. They respect my opinion even it is opposite of what they have. They listen to my explanation and they do give their sides about a certain topic. I have learned so much from exchanging of views with this people. Lastly, friendship does not mean the one who is tolerating you in what you are doing but the one who corrects you when you have mistakes. They are not hypocrite when it comes to your fault. They say straight to your face your mistakes. You might get hurt but you also learn from there. As you have seen your mistakes, you will realize that you have to work hard to correct your mistakes.

Trust when lost is difficult to give again. Truth is always there but hidden. There are times that truth is very difficult to find. There are many reasons why you can’t find them. All you have to do is dissect everything, those little bits that you think is not important where the one’s that leads you to truth. The trust that you have given when they make fool of you suddenly broke and I must admit that it is very difficult to give it back again. Even that person plays an important role in you life.

Blood is thicker than water. When my granddad has his mistress I really got mad to him. Until now, though he took care of me when I was young, my sympathy goes to my grandma who is my real relative. I really hate to see him and it is easy for me to ignore him if his there. Maybe it is because of the hatred I feel for him. I really don’t care about him and it is difficult to bring back the old days. I really had a hard time going to their house again because I really don’t know what can I do if I’ll gonna see him face to face. It does not affect me anymore if he says that I am ungrateful and prodigal granddaughter. I have seen this scene when I was a kid; he kept on saying those words to my Ate. I got used to it and got my emotions prepared so now that time has come that he says those words to me, I just told him “Who is ungrateful between the two of us? Me because I am ignoring you even though you took care of me when I was young or you who was sheltered, take cared, and loved by my grandma and yet you still look for another woman? Don’t you dare say those words to me when in fact it is you all along”. My grandma almost slaps me but she can’t do it because she knows that I am saying the truth. No matter how he takes care of me when I was young it gave him no credits when he hurt my granny.

Love comes unexpectedly. You really don’t know when love will come knocking in front of you. It is better to wait for that one person rather than rush to be in a relationship.

Pasko ....

2007-12-27T15:59:00.000+08:00

Noong nakaraang Pasko marami akong napag-isip isip. Isa na dito ang pagkukumpara ng aking nararamdama pagsapit ng pasko nung bata pa ako at ngayon *wag na ninyong tanungin kung ilang taon na ako dahill bata pa ako*. Narito ang listahan ng aking napag-isip isip:

1. Noong bata pa ako excited na ako pag dumarating month ng -ber dahil ibig sabihin nun malapit ng magpasko, maraming regalo =) Ngayon, pag sumasapit ang -ber naiirita na ako dahil nakakapagod ang mamili ng regalo, masakit sa utak mag-isip ng regalo, at higit sa lahat malaki ang gastos sa pagbili ng regalo.

2. Noong bata pa ako excited na ako sa pagtuntong ng december dahil mangangarolling na ako, ngayon ako na ang hinihingan ng mga nangangarolling.

3. Noong bata pa ako excited ako mag dekorasyon sa aming Christmas tree , ngayon wala na akong oras mag-ayos ng christmas tree mas gusto ko pa matulog na lang.

4. Dati nararamdaman ko agad ang pasko kasi manghihingi ako ng Aguinaldo sa mga ninong at ninang, tito at tita, lolo at lola, ngayon hindi ko siya maramdaman maliban sa mismong araw ng pasko pero ako na ang hinihingian nila.

5. Dati ako ang nag susuggest ng mga putahe na iluluto, ngayon kumakain na lang ako at hidni na nagsusuggest. Ewan ko ba kasi ang mga sinusggest ko nung bata pa ako ang hinahanda din sa amin kaya okey lang.

6. Dati Septeber 1 pa lang naririnig ko na ang kapitbahay namin na nagpapatugtog ng malakas ng mga awiting pamasko, ngayon dahil sa mahal ng kuryente sa mall na lang ako nakakarinig ng kantang pamasko.

7. Dati in na in ang kanta ni Jose Marie Chan na Christmas in out Hearts ngayon ang sikat na ay ang kanta ni Willi na Boom Tarat Tarat Christmas Edition.

8. Dati ang inaatendan ko ay ang Christmas Party sa school namin at pausuhan pa kami ng damit na suot excited pa kami kung kami ay magpeperform, ngayon umaatend ako sa Christmas party ng company namin, syempre bukod sa uso ang iyong damit dapat presentable ka *andoon ang big boss kaya kailangan umayos*, at guess what.. ngayon hindi na ako excited pag magpeperform hahaha.. yung last na pagperform ko e nailista lang ako kaya wala na akong nagawa kundi sumayaw.

9. Dati excited lang ako sa regalong matatanggap ko sa christmas party, ngayon mas excited ako sa raffle ng company kesa sa regalo na matatanggap ko.

Maraming nagbago sa pagdaan ng panahon. Ngayon ko lang naisip, kaya pala namomoroblema ang aking nanay pag dating ng pasko dahil sa gastos ngayn ako na ang pinapaproblema nila sa gastos =p at ako naman ang nag-iisp ahehehe. Pero isnag bagay ang hidni pa din nagbabago pag dating ng pasko, masaya pa rin ang mga bata at wala silang tigil sa paglakad sa pamamasko kahit na tulog pa ang ninong at ninang nila =)

O Ang Babae !!!

2007-12-04T16:30:00.000+08:00

Habang ako ay super busy sa office naisip ko na magbackread sa mga lumang email sa akin ng mga klasmeyt ko nung kolehiyo. Nahanap ko ito at naalala ko ang pagtatalo namin ng aking officemate tungkol sa babae at lalaki. Sabi kasi niya magulo daw kaming mga babae at hindi niya maintindihan sabi ko naman hindi magulo ang mga babae makulit lang ang mga lalaki at ginugulo kami =p.

How Women think

FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

FIVE MINUTES
This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade.

NOTHING
This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine"

GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows)
This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine"

GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows)
This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care" You will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off.

LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a nonverbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

SOFT SIGH
Again, not a word, but a nonverbal statement. "Soft Sighs" mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and in conjunction with a "Raised Eyebrow."

GO AHEAD
At some point in the near future! re, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

PLEASE DO
This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay"

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you're welcome.

THANKS A LOT
This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will only tell you "Nothing"

Diba hindi naman kami magulo? Expressive lang kami no =P

O ayan may tips na kayo boys ha =P

Introducing: Welcome Aboard =)

2007-11-20T15:13:00.000+08:00

Wee this is my second blog but I think this would be my official one. I’m Khristbelle Cassandra, my friends call me Bhelle, my ate calls me Kaycee, my dad calls me Bonning (I don’t know but I think it came from Spanish term Bonita) and I have known to the forum world as Kissy =)., pero utang na loob wag niyo akong tawaging Cassandra hahaha.. I love my name yes pero wag Cassandra kasi feeling ko girl na girl tapos napaka finesse which is kabaliktaran ko dahil super kulet ako . I’m currently 21 years old . Working as a programmer sa isang outsourcing company sa Alabang . I love to talk a lot kaya pag kasama kita swerte mo kasi hindi ka mabobore kasi sobrang daldal ko pero malas mo kasi mahihirapan kang patahimikin ako hahaha. I love to sing, dance, and act sa loob ng restroom meaning isa akong frustrated artista hahaha.. I am a bit camwhore kaya wag ka magpapakita ng camera sa akin kasi magreready agad ako hahaha. I love beach wee kaya super enjoy ako pag summer na gusto ko yung pakiramdam ng sand sa paa ko then yung water sa balat ko wow ang sarap nun =) I miss summer =). I love to swim but I am not a swimmer :p Love ko lang lumangoy hahaha I also love to watch basketball, basta Magnolia a.k.a. SMB ang naglalaro okay sa akin hahaha.. Mahilig ako sa alternative rock music lately fave ko ang Spongecola I dunno but I rally love their music., pero hindi ko kras si yael.. Lastly I am not available. Yup after 2 years nainlove na din po ako sa taong hindi ko ineexpect na maiinlove ako sa kanya at hindi ko alam kung paano niya ginawa na mapamahal ako sa kanya.. lolz =)

If you wanted to know more about me always visit my blog for updates =) or you can leave messages then ask questions tapos sasagutin ko

KissyCoollet

Visit to Palawan

Between Love and Failure

Emo-ish

Hobby

Positivity Strikes

Do Not Rush

Seal thy self with weorthan commitment.Untie thy soul from mittimus.Atriums spirit shall be free,from weorthan soul thy eye shall see.

Still thinking of the right title for this poem.

The Major Sponsors

The Kaye and Pehpot Blogversary

Its on Now..

Same Boat

Hair UP!

Haircut!

TUMBLER!

SMILE!

Silver Year of my King and Queen!

Chocolate Needed

New Year's Oath

Merry Christmas

Quiz quiz quiz!

You Are Aphrodite!

You Are Honest

Piece of Art

Something Greek

24!

Cassandra is back!

Unconditional Love Part I

Iisa pa Lamang Quotable Quotes

PS I Love You

The Artistic Side of Me..

New Hair

Dinner Date

My Honey :D

Why?

Mainit ang ulo

Rainbow after the Storm

To All Pinoy and Pinay..

Reminiscing my Idle Time

Theme Song

I Will be Here

[9th Monthsary]

My Chinese Astrology

Emo

It's our 6th Monthsary

I Got Tagged ...

Isang pagpupugay sa aking ina.

Exploring New Things

Cute Kid :p

Delicadeza

Memorable 5th Monthsary

Decisions, decisions

I have been Tagged

I have been tagged by Ate Quing =)

Generation ko!!!

Happy 4th Monthsary

Neglected:Disregarded

Love Month

What have I Learned last Year

Pasko ....

O Ang Babae !!!

Introducing: Welcome Aboard =)

Seal thy self with weorthan commitment.
Untie thy soul from mittimus.
Atriums spirit shall be free,
from weorthan soul thy eye shall see.